Digital Painting

I got bored! As you know, my car is still in the workshop. So we can't go anywhere *sighs. I tried to make a good mood. So I took my photos and I published it on elsadevina.blogspot.com Then I continued my digital painting and here's the result :)

I'm still an amateur so I'm really sorry if this one is not so good ^^" Anyway, in this picture there is Miku Hatsune in her song, Saihate. A sad song for me. Because it tells about Kaito who passed away, go to a place where Miku can't reach... and he left Miku alone :' aaah..! And that's why it's name is Saihate(=The Furthest End)

Happy Synthesizer By Megurine Luka & Megpoid

Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody
That will almost reach the inside your chest

Scattered faint one-sided love
It's a funny story, now that I think about
Everything seemed to shine so brightly
Those days are smiling clearly

Do I have to remember only holding back?
"Would you become an adult? you don't have to do that
I didn't know anything, but I couldn't say I didn't know
"It suits you very well" I'm sorry I lied

Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody
That will almost reach inside your chest
Boring "obligation" or all the things you hate
I'll erase them with this sound

There's one small thing
That this useless me can do
Plain words that can make your heart beat
I'll deliver them to you through electronic sounds

Liking someone is not an excuse
We don't need "stubbornness", right?
If you blame it on the era and give up, that's the end
If you don't step forward, nothing starts

"Sorry, it's so late... You were sleeping, right?"
"I'm surprised! I was going to call too"
Like it's about to touch the heart's backside
The happy sound of two attracted people

Happy synthesizer look, things will get better
I'll play a inspirational melody
You don't have to pretend to be strong, okay?
Just be true to yourself

There's one small thing
That this useless me can do
A little shy but a simple mind
I'll deliver it to you through electronic sounds

Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody
That will almost reach the inside your chest
Boring "obligation" or all the things you hate
I'll erase them with this sound

There's one small thing
That this useless me can do
Plain words that can make your heart beat
I'll deliver them to you through electronic sounds

Happy synthesizer look, things will get better
I'll play a inspirational melody
You don't have to pretend to be strong, okay?
Just be true to yourself

There's one small thing
That this useless me can do
A little shy but a simple mind
I'll deliver it to you through electronic sounds

Melodramatic By Megurine Luka

I was shaken inside this rain- My tired smile stuck on my face
I dedicate this last song to you while drowning
The image I drew of you collapses with the seasons
The remains of my feelings only pierce at my heart
I still count those memories that have disappeared as dust
When I noticed, only I am drunk alone
I'm not inside your heart, so as a supporting cast,
I dream of dramatic dreams; At the dry reality, I avert my eyes
I was shaken inside this rain- My tired smile stuck on my face
I dedicate this last song to you while drowning
Inside the basin that shook me, I burned my broken smile
I dedicate this last song from my collapsing self
If I think, then it'll be delivered... Faint hope is flowing
But the hideous jealousy is strongly killing me
Though I was sure I grabbed it, my confidence is soon gone
When I noticed, only I am immersed in the past
In my heart, "you" are not here, so I fell into a deep thought alone
I waited for the dramatic evolution, but everything passed by
I was shaken inside this rain- My tired smile stuck on my face
I dedicate this last song to you while drowning
Inside the basin that shook me, I burned my broken smile
I dedicate this last song to you from my collapsing self

Manga And Anime!

Hey guys, this is the 62nd post but I never post a special post that content about Manga or Anime 100%
And I will use this post to write about it, so enjoy!
Here's the history of anime, the history of anime began at the start of the 20th century, when Japanese filmmakers experimented with the animation techniques that were being explored in the West. During the 1970s, anime developed further, separating itself from its Western roots, and developing distinct genres such as mecha and its Super Robot sub-genre. Typical shows from this period include Lupin III and Mazinger Z. During this period several filmmakers became famous, especially Hayao Miyazaki and Mamoru Oshii.

In the 1980s, anime was accepted in the mainstream in Japan, and experienced a boom in production. The rise of Gundam, Macross, Real Robot and Space Opera set a boom as well. The film Akira set records in 1988 for the production costs of an anime film and went on to become a success worldwide. Later, in 2004, the same creators produced Steamboy, and later took over as the most expensive anime film. The Super Dimension Fortress Macross also became a worldwide success after being adapted as part of Robotech, and Megazone 23 also gained recognition in the West after it was adapted as Robotech: The Movie.

And here's the story of Manga, the History of manga originates from scrolls dating back to the 12th century, however whether these scrolls are actually manga is still disputed, though its believed they represent the basis for the right-to-left reading style. Other authors report origins closer to the 18th century. Manga is a Japanese term that generally means "comics" or "cartoon", literally "whimsical sketches." Historians and writers on manga history have described two broad and complementary processes shaping modern manga. Their views differ in the relative importance they attribute to the role of cultural and historical events following World War II versus the role of pre-War, Meiji, and pre-Meiji Japanese culture and art.

That's how all of it starts
And now, I'll tell you my top 13 favorite Manga and Anime!
1. Bleach - Tite Kubo
Characters : Ichigo Kurosaki, Rukia Kuchiki, Orihime Inoue, Yasutora 'Chad' Sado, Uryuu Ishida, Hitsugaya Toshiro, Momo Hinamori, Rangiku Matsumoto, Kon, Ririn, etc
2. Kuroshitsuji (A.K.A Black Butler) - Yana Toboso
Characters : Ciel Phantomhive, Sebastian Michaelis, Maylene, Finnian, Agni, Soma Asman Kadar, Bard, Pluto, Grell Sutcliff, William T.Spears, Undertaker, Lau, Lan Mao, Madam Red, etc
3. Romeo X Juliet - Fumitoshi Oizaki
Characers : Juliet Fiammata Asto De Capulet, Romeo Candorebanto De Montague, Cordelia, Hermione De Borromeo, Tybalt, Regan, Lord Montague, etc
4. Shugo Chara! - PEACH-PIT
Characters : Amu Hinamori, Tadase Hotori, Nadeshiko Fujisaki, Yaya Yuiki, Kukai Soma, Utau Hoshina, Nagihiko Fujisaki, Ikuto Tsukiyomi, Ran, Miki, Suu, Dia, etc
5. Eyeshield 21 - Riichiro Inagaki
Characters : Sena Kobayakawa, Hiruma Yoichi, Kurita Ryokan, Gen Takekura, Mamori Anezaki, Suzuna Taki, Natsuhiko Taki, Shin Seijuuro, Yamato Takeru, Taka Honjo, Karin Koizumi, etc
6. Maid-sama! - Hiro Fujiwara
Characters : Misaki Ayuzawa, Usui Takumi, Hyoudou Aoi, Shintani Hinata, Misaki Hyoudou, Honoka, Shirokawa Naoya, etc
7. Naruto - Masashi Kishimoto
Characters : Naruto Uzumaki, Sasuke Uchiha, Sakura Haruno, Kakashi Hatake, Sai, Hinata Hyuuga, Kiba Inuzuka, Shino Aburame, Rock Lee, Ino Yamanaka, Neji Hyuuga, etc
8. Fairy Tail - Hiro Mashima
Characters : Natsu Dragneel, Gray Fullbuster, Erza Scarlet, Lucy Heartphilia, Happy, Juvia Loxar, Gajeel Redfox, Loki, Gerard Fernandes, Wendy Marvell, etc
9. Tokyo Mew Mew - Mia Ikumi
Characters : Ichigo Momomiya, Mint Aizawa, Retasu Midorikawa, Purin Fong, Zakuro Fujiwara, Berry Shirayuki, Aoyama Masaya, Masha, Shirogane, Ao No Kishi, etc
10. K-ON!! - Kakifly
Characters : Yui Hirasawa, Mio Akiyama, Ritsu Tainaka, Tsumugi Kotobuki, Azusa Nakano, Ui Hirasawa, Sawako Yamanaka, Jun Igarashi, etc
11. Vocaloid - Yamaha Corp.
Characters : Miku Hatsune, Mikuo Hatsune, Rin Kagamine, Len Kagamine, Luka Megurine, Kaito, Meiko, etc
12. Hayate No Gotoku - Kenjiro Hata
Characters : Nagi Sanzenin, Hayate Ayasaki, Maria, Hinagiku Katsura, Sakuya Aizawa, Mikado Sanzenin, Hinata Aizawa, Yuuka Aizawa, Youichi Tachibana, Saki Kijima, etc
13. Arisa - Natsumi Ando
Characters : Tsubasa Uehara, Arisa Sonoda, Mariko Takagi, Takeru Udagawa, Shizuka Mochizuki, Rei Kudo, Manabe Akira, Midori Yamashita, etc

Life Is Like A Boat By Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Far away, I'm breathing
As if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark
But I was only blindfolded

I give a prayer
As I wait for the new day
Shining vividly
Up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts change
And sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle
Leads the boats again

And every time I see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues
On quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle
Shines on the boats again

I give a prayer
As I wait for the new day
Shining vividly
Up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face, the ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

We are rowing the boat of fate,
But the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey?
Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?

Lacrimosa By Kalafina

Joining harmoniously in the dark
Despair and the future
The moonlight that exposes my sorrow
Shines coldly

With the secret you gave me as a companion
I proceed into the silence of the blue night

Lacrimosa
Broken and vanishing into the distance
I want to love this dazzling world once more
I hide my dreams within my eyes
Until my tainted heart
Receives falling tears

A phantom carriage parts the darkness
On its way to where there is light
The trap known as dreams
Lures us into the inferno

To the merciless gods above the sky
No cry will get through
Lacrimosa...

Let us become firewood that has been burnt until we are hollow
And burn that sky until it is no more

Lacrimosa
Fallen and born here
I want to love this blood-soaked world without fear
Instead of being forgiven, forgive and have faith
And remain on the face of this earth
To count the tearful days that pass

Just Be Friends By Megurine Luka

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

I remembered early yesterday morning
Why do I feel
As if I'm gathering piece of broken glass? Blood drips from my cut fingers
I wonder if we wanted to do these kinds of things

I already knew deep inside my heart
That the most painful choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and as a result, self-contradiction repeats
I wonder when we can talk

In this slowly decaying world
A path for my struggling self
I carve in your colorless smile
I pulled off the plug

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that allowed us to meet
The darkness interrupts countless and relentless time
"So this is how it is..." I murmured
Somebody's tears flow down dried cheeks

All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

I realized at yesterday's quiet night
That even if I pick up the fallen flower leaves
It won't bloom back to its original form
The small death on top of my hands
Our time is frozen still

I remembered the season when we first met
And your sweetly smiling face
I push the present to the past and received the scars that we both got
Our hearts are full of thorns

Even in this frustratingly continuing relationship
I sadly can't change my heart
I was loving you, I didn't want to be apart from you
But I have to say it

The rain that pours on my heart
Dazed and terrified, even my vision is blurry
I anticipated the hurt
But my body can't move

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

Once more, once more
If my wish can come true
I want to be reborn many times
I'll go and meet you from that day

I shouted until my voice was dry
The echo reverberates in the empty air
Although there was nothing left
After the chains were removed

Fate that connected us
Becomes undone and disappears into everyday life
Goodbye my loved one... This is the end
Now we look go on without looking back

This is the end

(Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye)

(Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye)

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be friends) It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (Just be friends) All we gotta do
Just be friends (Just be frien~ds)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends (~)All we gotta do
Just be friends (~)It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends

Peaceful Ending

Clouds in the crystal blue sky
Light in the dark
A calm stream
Wide field of yellow grasses
Big tree behind me
Standing at the valley


A girl with long white dress
She has short black hair
Bring a paper plane
Looking for a quite and high place


A boy with black jacket and a white shirt and blue shorts
He has short black hair
Bring a red balloon
Looking for a quite and high place

The girl saw a high and calm place
While the boy saw a high and quite place

Both of them was walking to those place
And then they stopped their foots

The girl looked and stair at the crystal blue sky
The boy looked straight forward and he saw a calm stream

That girl closed her eyes
That boy looked down to his foots

Then the girl flew the paper plane
Then the boy let go the red balloon

Both of them turned back and they leave those place together at the same time...

Melody Of The Wild Dance By SID

Quietly, quietly, night's curtain is being scythed,
as a sapphire flare appears in the dawn sky of awakening.

Through these days with nothing but darkness and conflict in view,
we walked, holding tightly onto our weakness that refused to give in.


With those brand-new fangs, leave your marks on this era!

Quietly, quietly, night's curtain is being scythed,
as a sapphire flare appears in the dawn sky of awakening.
Until the day when I finally meet you, whom I wish to protect,
rather than wait for that wonderful finale, I'll have to crush my current enemy.

Swallowing down all the sharp thoughtless words, I kept walking,

bending forcefully my effete mistrust into self-confidence.

The runaway future, having succumbed to the pains,
is now at a place faraway from us, who are still sketching our dreams.
We used to not care about time or place, and laugh wholeheartedly;
back then, there was nothing for us to fear, right?

Quietly, quietly, night's curtain is being scythed,
as a sapphire flare appears in the dawn sky of awakening.
Until the day when I finally meet you, whom I wish to protect,
rather than wait for that wonderful finale, I'll have to crush my current enemy.

I love you, I love you, and that's all there is.
I will collect and pack together everything I see here,
and bring it all to you, so please do not leave me.
The melody of the wild dance resounds endlessly.

Give Me Wings

If I can get one wish
To come true right now, I want a pair of wings
Please grant me white wings
On my back like a bird
In this huge sky I wanna
Spread my wings and fly
Towards the free sky with no sadness
I wanna flap my wings and soar
I have no need for wealth or fame
All I want now is a set of wings
I still dream of those things
That I've dreamed about when I was little
In this huge sky I wanna
Spread my wings and fly
Towards the free sky with no sadness
I wanna flap my wings and soar
In this huge sky I wanna
Spread my wings and fly
Towards the free sky with no sadness
I wanna flap my wings
In this huge sky I wanna
Spread my wings and fly
Towards the free sky with no sadness
I wanna flap my wings and soar

Romeo X Juliet

Last night, I watched Romeo X Juliet on Animax
I didn't thought that last night was the last episode of Romeo X Juliet!
I just watched it for about 23 minutes coz of homework so I late to watched it *yawn~
Here's the story that I got last night
Juliet gave her life for the Escalus to protect Neo Verona
Only Romeo and Tybalt who can survive until the end
But, Tybalt can't save Juliet because Ophelia attacked him
Romeo never give up, he reached the Escalus and said "Juliet! Open your eyes! Wake up! Juliet!!"
Juliet opened her eyes and said "That's you..Romeo..."
"Yes, sleep well, my Juliet," and Juliet fell asleep
Then Ophelia said "Leave her alone! She is the one who can make Escalus grow up with her soul!"
"No! That's not her destiny to die just because of a tree!!" said Romeo
"Why you..?!!"
The battle Romeo VS Ophelia
Romeo held his sword to Ophelia's chest
Ophelia was dead, but when Juliet was awoken
Juliet saw Romeo was punctured by Ophelia's wood
"Romeo..." Juliet shocked then she yelled out loud "NO!!"
She went to Romeo's side
Juliet : "Romeo!"
Romeo : "Thank you, I'm so happy to be borned in the world with you in it, you thought me the love feelings.. Juliet..I guess this is the last time I call your name.."
Juliet : "No! No!" *tears drops out
Romeo : "Ju..li...et....."
Then Romeo shuts his eyes
Juliet : "Romeo! Romeo! You are so cruel..!
Neo Verona was for about to crash with the ocean
Tybalt : "C'mon, Juliet,"
Juliet : "......"
Tybalt : "Let's go!"
Juliet : "No, I'll stay here with Romeo,"
Tybalt : "Oh, Juliet.."
Juliet : "Good bye, Tybalt.."
Tybalt : "....."
Then Tybalt obeyed Juliet's wish
Juliet opened her wings and she made Neo Verona landed in the ocean
Before it she said "Romeo, you and I will never be apart anymore..."
Neo Verona citizens were saved, while Romeo and Juliet died
Many years pasts, Neo Verona always be a peace place for all
And Shakespear said "Both of you, thought us what is true love,"
~Fin~
After that, I teared so many eye-drops, my nose turned red
I was touched last night...
And I keep wondering will I be like them...?

I'm Alive By Becca

Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun it rains

I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get and fall but I'm alive
I'm alive oh yeah

Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight and I sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

When I'm bored to death at home
When he won't pick up the phone
When I stuck in second place
Those regrets I can't erase
Only I can change the end of the movie in my head
There's no time for misery
I won't feel sorry for me
I'm alive, I'm alive oh yeah
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight and I sleep when I die
I live, my life, I'm alive!

Freak Fan

What a Freak Fan!
I can't stand it no more!
Okay, it started when I was an Elementary School student
Every 3 months, my school make '3 monthly school magazine'
And one of my teacher asked me to draw a Doujinshi
I agreed with him and I made it
The teacher gave 20 rupiahs for it *lol
I'm so happy
Then, a few days later when the magazines were released when the lunch time the juniors from the 3rd grade came to my class brought a piece of paper and a pencil
I wonder why??
Apparently, they asked me to draw a manga character!
Some of them asked my phone number, and some of them asked me for a signature
Even my friends said "wow! just like an actress!"
My Gosh!
And, one of them (call her Sinta) became the girl who asked me for the most many manga characters
Every day, she and her friend went to my class just for a character
A few months later, I'm a Junior High School Student
And I rarely came to my Elementary School (maybe yes for pick my brother, but I'm not go out from my car)
For about 3 days ago, I went there
And I met Sinta, as usual, she asked me for a picture
I drew it of course
On the same day, Sinta added me as a friend on Facebook
And I confirmed her
Then the problem appeared
She tagged every pictures on one of my photo album on Facebook
This album is an album special for my drawings
She didn't asked permission
I still can forgive her
But when I saw her profile picture, I can't believe it!
She wear my drawing!
I love it, but at the other side, I hate it
She wear Kushina Uzumaki that I drew for about 4 months ago
She told me that she loves Kushina so much
But that's not the reason she wear my creation!
When I open her profile on Facebook
Her status was 'Ciel Kawai'
And I commented on her status
I asked her what manga she like
Sinta likes Bleach, Naruto and Black Butler
When I saw her activities on Facebook
I can't stand it!
She joined the Ichigo Kurosaki Fan Club and Tōshirō Hitsugaya on Facebook just yet!!!
If she's a Bleach fan like me, she will joined the group long time ago!
It just more like she follow me...
It's normal but I dislike it
Then I removed her from my friend list on Facebook
Sorry, but I'm so uncomfortable!!
For Sinta, I'll still draw some pictures for you but please don't follow my activities or my habit...

K-ON!!

Kyaaa~!
Good news for K-ON! lovers!
K-ON!! will become the second season of K-ON!


The story is still about the Houkago Tea Time's story
And also the characters are still Yui Hirasawa, Mio Akiyama, Ritsu Tainaka, Tsumugi Kotobuki, Azusa Nakano, Sawaka-sensei, Nodoka Manabe, Ui Hirasawa and many more from the first season
The first opening for K-ON!! is Go! Go! Maniac

And the ending song is Listen!

Both were cool!!
I can't wait for it!
I'm so excited!
They are so cute~!
And also, the songs, like Fudepen, Floating Time, Curry Rice, Let's Go! are cool!!
I like K-ON! so much~ :)

Plagiarism!!

Plagiarism!!
Plagiarism is copying or imitating a picture or comic
For the international world, this is a bad and unnecessary thing that always makes conflict
And this plagiarism happens to Bleach!!
Gyaaaaaaahh!!! My favourite manga!! *crying
Bleach been traced by Incarnate
Incarnate is a manga which created by Nick Simmons, the son of a popular musician : Gene Simmons from KISS band
Nick already say sorry, but for us, the fans, this is a big problem
Here's the proofs :


Ichigo-kun, Orihime-chan, Kenpachi-san and Grimmjow-san been imitated! *crying
I hope this problem can be finish with no long time...