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'He' is such a moodbreaker ughh! Last day when I texted 'him' I thought he'd reply my text but he didn't. I texted 'him' cus I know he'll be on 'his' way back to Semarang yesterday. So I asked 'him' whether he'll start 'his' journey back to Semarang yesterday or not. I dunno at what time 'he' will get back then I texted 'him'. I was waiting and there was no any feedbacks. Then I tried to call 'him' but 'he' hang up the phone. I'm getting worried about what happened to 'him'. Still no feedbacks. At least if 'he' can't answer my call just reply my text would 'he'? Pfft. I know if his grandpa's house have no such thing as good mobile signal but at least gimme a respond puhlease? I'm gettting angry to 'him'.

Then my phone just vibrated, 'he' text me if 'he' was gonna back to Semarang and 'he' questioned me why am I angry to 'him'. FOR GOD'S SAKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME! Well, 'he' didn't realize why I got angry and that's really SUCKS. I'm angry and also dissappointed :( If 'he' can't realize about little things like this how can we become a good couple? Who treat each other well? Look, I'm not back-stabbing 'him' right now but I have no friend to talk now cus actually this is a ridiculous problem. A ridiculous problem that 'he' didn't notice. Hmff.. Now he sent me some LINE chat. I just read his chat, wondering if 'he' could notice my dissappointment. But I guess it'll take a long time for 'him' to notice this.

Okay I guess that's all for today's post. It feels a lil bit better when I typed about how do I feel right now. Oh yeah, catch me at Street Gallery this lunch time! I'll be there wif my Elementary School besties. Have a nice day!

Solving Riddles

You know, I haven't get the photos from Novi so I just write this post without photos. Anw, there's a riddle. You know 'her' right? Well, 'he' told me that 'she' text him that 'she' still loves 'him'. I don't get it. But I told  about that to Amel and Amel told me to dirrectly cay want I wanna say to 'her'. So today I talked with 'her'. Honestly, I'm tired for having an enemy in my class so I want to fix the problem and start over. Just like press a "START" button and start from zero. I told 'her' my feelings. Well, but the respond wasn't the answer that I want. 'She' said "whatever" and so over. I'm kinda confused. So I got to the point. But when I asked, she cried. I dunno why. I put my chair back and I went outta class. Ichi and Ayu saw me crying... Of course I'm crying, how can I angry with someone who cried?? I told Ichi the truth but Ms.Dar saw us so we moved to class. In the class, the boys saw me crying and also Amel, Ila and Novi. They calm me down and let me tell them what happened. Sometimes the boys cheer me up with acting like "Panji Si Petualang" :') thanks a lot for all of ya. So there was no solution.

Then on 6 : 36 PM 'she'(Rida) text me like this :

Els, I'm sorry for the mistakes, and also for the misunderstanding, really sorry, sorry, sorry. . .

I replied on 6 : 53 PM

Hm, basically I want a friendship but I want oth of us to be honest so there won't be any misunderstanding anymore, if there's something that you don't like from me just talk to me, I'm feeling better with that

I'm sorry too Rid

And she replied me on 6 : 44 PM

I'm just self-conscious El, when I read your blog, undirectly it says that you don't wanna be my friend

I replied on 6 : 45 PM

The one of my blog post last year??

She replied "yes"

Guess so, then I text this on 6 : 47  PM

It was last year, what happened is done

open a new page for the next, but I want a fair play, hahaha

She didn't replied but I hope we can fix our problem and the misundertandings :) just wish it to be come true

Our 10 Months

A legendary day for me is today. Yeah, it's our 10th months anniversary :) I'm happy because this is the most longlast-moment I'm in a date with a boy XD But the truth is today is full of tears and doesn't running out very well. Guess what?? I, 'him' and Liya was on 9D class. When Liya wents out and left us in the classroom, 'his' mother picked him up with an awkward face. TERRIBLE! you know why?? Because the truth is 'his' mother doesn't let her children go on a date -__-" *sighs* I can't concentrated on studying since 'he' went home with 'his' mother even tomorrow we'll still have a Try Out... I'm blaming myself after what happened... And also, 2 days again my little brother will have a tournament in Salatiga with his Soccer School pals. Because of it, I'll be absent from the class for a day. Guess I'll miss 'him'. I told 'him' about this case. When I asked 'him' to come to my class tomorrow, 'he' said 'no'. I was dissapoint until I cried. 'He' said that 'he' miss me. But what does 'he' try to do?? nothing right...?? So the words that tells me that 'he' missed me is a lie...?? :'( I want to trust 'him' but sometimes 'he' didn't show me the right way... I said that to 'him' and 'he' said that 'he' is afraid of 'his' mother. I'm trying to understand 'him' but at least I want an attention from 'him' for me before I go to Salatiga this Friday...

Public Question

Hey, anyone who read this post, please answer my question. When you want some money to purchase some expensive stuffs, what will you do to increase your money? Please answer me, because I really need some money so I could buy the thing that I want without ask my parents or my family >.<" help please!

What’s Up??

Long time no see, I haven’t post a new post in this few weeks…
I’m confused about what should I write in my new post
Even I can’t figure out when I was writing this post in Microsoft Word while listen to Justin Bieber’s ‘Eenie Meenie’
You know what?? I’m interested in piano
I know I’m learning guitar and drum but still I want to try piano
I’m not really good in guitar because when I try to move on to the next chord I can’t do it properly and it make the melody worse
While drum, I’m not good in reflect
Sometimes I slip with the part that I should hit when I play it
I think piano or keyboard is easier, well I think it’s too soon I say this statement
I wanna try piano or keyboard
Mom told me in the first time ‘learn piano sis, wherever you go there always be piano (example: hotel’s meeting room, ball hall, etc)’
I should listen to her from the beginning… #regrets
Let’s talk about another thing, hm, let’s see…
Several days ago, I learnt about Adobe Photoshop
Well, I’m not really good at it so I’ll start to try it
I start from gradation of a picture (simple thing, hahah)
It’s the basic of Adobe Photoshop
When I already get the point I start to try background
Background isn’t as easy as the gradation…
So I think I should try some more
Anyway, I’m thinking about my Students Council President’s vision and mission
One of it is Friendship Art Performance
In the beginning the students of my school vote for me because of this point
They really hope we held this occasion but it’s already end of April while we’ll have exam on June
Can it be held?? There’s not much time for it…
But I still hoping for empty time that my school can spend for this occasion
About the Sport Friendship Competition, it’ll be held on the 2nd week of June
Everyone’s so excited about it
And a couple of days before it, there’ll be Camp again and the Scout Chamber Members will have the honor to have Camp for twice
It’s really fun but something’s missing…
You can guess it, yea, ‘he’ won’t come with us to the Camp
But I’m still hoping he could join the camp, lol
Huff…I’m run out of topic…
So I guess I will end this post, well, see ya on the next post

Long Road

A long road that I walk
Seems will not take me to an end…

By the night I walk, the day I past
It’s an unpredictable life
Why is everything so confusing?

An ending looks so close but when we come closer it turns far
Daisy in the snow
The cold weather tries to fail someone
I’m looking for day…
My soul roars inside me
Entrusted heart in me starts to lie
Won’t somebody come?
Fairy tales and dreams are world of empty things

Story of my life feels so cold without you
Listen to those screams
Crushing heart melodies
Tears of clouds always makes me wet
Mad clown staring at me with sharp eyes
Wild sharp fangs try to attack me
Sword breaks the red rose
The white world turns cruel and dark world

Hoping for the light comes
Make me wants to rip my life story book
I’m still walking in this long road
The life road that I walk seems will not take me to an end that I looking for…

Making Friends Is Not Easy

I think making friends is not easy
It’s the truth if I’m the Students Council President
But it doesn’t makes me have many friends just like in Manga and movies
The fact is they’re scared to me
I don’t know the reason why, and I also can’t figure it out
I realized it when (call her) Rien told me to do something, she said that I have ‘power’ to do it
Even also when (call him) Ragra said “I’ll annoy you…no, wait…I’m scared,”
But he didn’t say why he said that
Now, I’m feeling so lonely
Because, no one standing beside me until now…
Well, maybe Lina is but Lisa and Angel always nearby her
I won’t let anyone upset just because of myself
I think that Lisa and Angel would more need Lina than me
Anyway if I make friends with someone else, that’s not a good idea
The fact is no one in my class would make a good friendship story with me
The reason why is; each of them already have their own group, I can’t stuck up with them who doesn’t care or even understand about Students Council or other Students Organizations in my school, and I can’t talk with them because I have different interests with them
Actually, Nia, Liya, Rian and Indri are nice
But sometimes I can’t talk with them because the discussion topic that they are talking about I something that I don’t want to talk about
Oh, and also there are two groups in eighth grader, let’s call it K for the boys and B for the girls
Well (maybe) I’m the B group’s president
K group’s total member is for about 30 boys
While B group’s only 5 including me
The members of group B is; I, Lina, Syira, Fuli and Gana
Maybe you’re wondering why I don’t make friends with them
Let’s check it out one by one
First, Syira
Honestly, she is care, nice, and a novel lover
But she already makes friends with someone else and she is a person that I can’t completely understand
Well yah, sometimes she talks kindly in front of us but we can’t know what she will say in the back of us
And…psst…I think the word she says is harsh and over-confidence…
Second, Fuli
She’s cute, funny and knows a lot about Japan
But she also makes friends in her class
Honestly, sometimes she talks really harsh and cruel
And that’s absolutely not my friend type
Third, Gana
She is pretty, funky and modest
But I think that’s the reason why I won’t make her as a best friend of mine
She is over-funky while I’m not, that wouldn’t make us match
Last, Lina
As I said in the beginning of this post
She is match to me but sometimes not
And also she already has many friends
Until now, I’m still confusing about this problem
Just a while, I thought that no friend will not stuck me up with them
But I realized it’s wrong
No friend is lonely…

Students Council President

It's been about 4 months I officially became the new Students Council President
Honestly, be a Students Council President is a difficult job
Every word I say will be my responsibility
Each step that I try to do will have many difficulty
Every task that I received will involve the Students Council name
Each thing that I do will be the place where spotlight's light stops
Every responsibility that I have will be my pride but as well as a sword that could kill my pride
In the beginning, actually, I don’t believe someone like me could be ---and chosen as-- the Students Council President
But because about 367 from 576 students in 21 JHS chose me as the next Students Council President, I can’t let my ---even a half of 1 cm---foot step backward
Even if I try to go back, will I be someone who dares to do it with innocent face??
Senior Tama (remember?? The last Students Council President on 21 JHS), a person who be the most diligent and really cares about school’s organizations (anyway, I don’t really hope he read this one #lol)
A period when he be the Students Council President, he always do the correct purposes like always wearing black shoes when school time, put the top school uniform in the shorts, wearing complete attributes, be the Ceremony Leader properly, never absent from school ---as I know---, never wearing jacket ---even when he was sick--- and many examples that he done when he was the Students Council President
Yeah, I heard about that he was chosen by Mr.Pit (not the students) so he could be the Students Council President, but I must say he’s a really great Students Council President
After he doesn’t seat his throne anymore, he always look after us (amateurs, beginners, rookies, dicks, some kind of that) as a senior but also as the Students Council President former
He said that he will look after us so 21 JHS won’t stop its ‘light’
I think that’s a wise choice…
When he says that I thought in my tiny brain and slow brain-processor, will I be a better Students Council President or at least as good as him…??
I’m not really optimistic about this one
I never figure out what will I do next so I could be a better Students Council President
This few days, I can’t sleep really well for thinking of this problem…
My question is, will I could surpass senior Tama…??

First Class Meeting as the Students Council President

In this week, my school held a Class Meeting event
This event is very useful for attracting the students from the teachers so teachers can make the report
Anyway, the report will be given to the parents on December 18th 2010
The Students Council Members already agreed that the competition will be :
December 15th 2010
1. Basketball
2. Badminton
3. LCC
4. Performing Arts
5. K3
December 16th 2010
1. Basketball
2. LCC
3. Performing Arts
4. Creating 21 JHS Logo
5. K3
December 17th 2010
1. Badminton
2. LCC
3. Decorating Cake
4. Mading
5. Class Story
6. K3
All of us AGREED
But, when the Class Meeting will start, a senior from 9th grader complaint and said "why there's no Volley competition?! Wadda bored! Hey! The new Students Council President is SUCKS!"
What?! He's so selfish until I reached my maximum patient!! And also, the members of Volley Club from the 9th grader complaint for the same thing!
HEY! THIS CLASS MEETING IS FOR ALL OF US NOT JUST FOR YOU!! DON'T BE SUCH A SELFISH GUYS!! REMEMBER! ALL OF YOU ALREADY 9TH GRADE! BUT YOUR EMOTIONS IS SO CHILDISH AND SELFISH!!
Phew! Really sucks! What a DUMB!

Last Month of 2010

Phew, it's December already
Gonna leave 2010 less than a month
And it means that dad's birthday will coming soon
I already bought what did I want to give him as his b'day present last week when I and my friends from 21 JHS and 111 JHS went to Jogja
Psst! I bought him a brown Dagadu T-Shirt, well I think it's unique and looks cool if my dad wear the shirt
'INDONESIAN DREAM BAND' a creative shirt that I bought for my beloved dad
Anyway, now aunty is studying on Vietnam
She contact me on Facebook and told me that she arrived at Vietnam and she asked what did I want for a souvenir from her
So I asked for a Vietnam key chain because I'm collecting for nation key chains
I already have a Singapore key chain that I got from my senior and a Bei Jing key chain that I got from my home stay buddy
Today, Lina and (call her) Ahyu back to Semarang
Last day they went to Jakarta for the students exchange
Anyway, the Scout Chamber won the competition
But there are some conflict with the Junior Scout Chamber members since the competition
And many terrible things happened since the competition
By the way about the Scout Chamber, I missed the training so much
When we'll have a competition we'll have a After School Training, but since the competition was over there are no training anymore so I missed the training so much
Oh, I almost forgot
Next Monday, my school will have a mid term semester test
I hope I can do this test properly so I can get good marks
Because last exam, I felt guilty to my mom and dad 'cause I got standard (or maybe lower than that) marks...
I really hope I can fix those scores this time
Next, Oh yeah, I already finished reading an English novel that aunty gave me last year
I finished it less than two days, actually I can finish it sooner since I got the novel
But I have no time for it (oh, really?? FAKE BUSINESS WOMAN! #lol)
The English novel named The Diary of a Wimpy Kid
It's about a life of a normal boy who experience many interesting things in his daily life
Aha! I remember!
There's an interesting thing that I want to write here
Last Saturday when the 111 JHS and 21 JHS students went for a hang out we went to 21 Cinema
Actually, this is not my idea
There, all of us were 20 kids and 3 parents (less than or more than)
A couple of minutes later, the other students of 111 JHS and 21 JHS came and we met there
The main plan is we gonna watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows together
But the ticket was sold out already, so they decided to watch Tanah Kusir Ghost
I have no interest for such a film that I think that's a dummy-and-scary film
All I got from watching horror films just the screams and it makes me less money and time
I'd rather to go to a toilet than watch a film like that
So I decided not to watch the film and state my reason to them
They said I'm no fun, but whatever they say
But when I, (call her) Artha and Angel (they come with me because they also didn't want to watch the film, Angel was afraid and Artha have no interest for such a film like that) want to leave the cinema, I met my last former and his girlfriend
Then when I, Artha and Angel was eating at the food court, we met (call him) Sekti and his family
And I heard someone told that she saw the English teacher at the mall
And I started wondering 'actually, this place is 21 Cinema or 21 JHS?? the students, students exchange, teachers, alumni are here' #lol
Oh! Another interesting story!
It’s about one of the 111 JHS student, (call her) Gina
The second term from 111 JHS arrived at 21 JHS on 2 AM
When they arrived, they were so tired
Some of them went fell asleep, but some of them were walking around the school
One of them was Gina
Gina is a Chinese
Then she told me ‘when I was walking around there’s someone that peeked me’
I asked ‘what do you mean someone??’
‘Well, umm…the second floor class which have a yellow curtain??’ *pointing at my class
‘Hey, that’s my class!’ I answered
‘Yeah, a girl in that class was peeking at me when I have a walk’ she answered
Gee! A ghost in my class…
Well yah I heard rumors that in each class of 21 JHS is haunted
Especially the former Students Organization Room and 8G
And one of my friend that can see ghosts (call him) Fani, told my senior when he was playing hide-and-seek with no one
My senior asked ‘What’re u playing??’
‘I’m playing hide-and-seek’ he answered
‘With who??’
‘With him’ *pointing for nothing
I guess he was playing with his ghost friend
Because his mother told me that he have a ‘friend’ in his house
And that friend is a leak
Interesting right?? (perhaps, a little scary)
Guess what?? I’m waiting for the end of the month
Waiting for Xmas?? Nope
Waiting for New Year?? Nah
I’m waiting for HOLIDAY!
I love Holiday so much
Honestly, if there’s a long holiday, many home-works that the teachers gave to us
But the most important is NO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING! #lol
No heavy bags, no wasting money, go travelling, eating all day, reading comics, watching movies until midnight, less reading, relaxing my body, sleeping for a day, meet my dad, and many more~!
I hope this holiday can be more interesting than last year!
Last year was great, I hope this year can be better than last year
And all I have to do is get good marks on my mid term test
Phew, there are so many interesting experiences!

Missing Tape

The Scout Competition will be held for about 5 days away
Last Monday, the eighth grader Scout Chamber members had a dancing practice
The operator of the music was (call him Saso) Saso
The music was from Lina's laptop
There are two songs, one for the girls and one for the boys
And last day, Mr.(call him)Pit bought the boys music tape
Then he gave the tape to the boys yesterday
When we were having a practice, even one of us didn't realized that the tape went gone
In the afternoon, we were about starting the practice the Mr.Pit asked where's the tape
One of us, even one of twenty can't answer Mr.Pit's question
Mr.Pit went upset and he told us that he wont train us until we can find the tape
We were looking for the tape, but we had nothing
We know that we are disappointing him...
All of us hope that he can forgive us
Well, maybe he can but he wont give us any responsibility anymore...
In this two days, we almost doesn't have a practice meanwhile the competition is near...
Until now, the tape is missing and we can't find it yet

Love, Care, Or..??

Hey...
I think something's different...
Well...there's a boy...
A boy that I can't stop thinking about...
He's a best friend of mine, a glace boy with good behaviors
Every night when I want to go asleep he always be in my mind...
That's THE MOST TERRIBLE PART!!
I hate to be fall in love with someone!!
I can't stop thinking about him, I can't think freely and normally, and the most bad of all is I CAN'T BE MYSELF when I'm in front of someone that I love!!
Arrr...!!
Fall in love is SUCKS!
Love, comes suddenly without permissions but lost tragically
I want to forget about him but when I try it he always appear in front of me! directly or not directly!!
What should I do?! (>.<)
This is terrible and horrible!!
Oh God, please! Make me forget about him!

Fiona’s New Year Celebration

19th century, in the middle of London, a huge manor house was built. Nobles lived in a huge manor house with many maids and butlers. One of the noble was Cartridge family. Cartridge was very popular because of the toys and candies that the Cartridge created. The Cartridge householder was Fordo Cartridge, and his wife was Avella Cartridge and they only child was Fiona Cartridge. Fiona was only 8. On December 31st, Fiona was lonely. In the manor house, there were just the chefs, butlers and the maids and her. Queen Elizabeth invited her parents to a New Year Celebration. In the huge manor house she was walking up and down the stairs with a rabbit doll she got on her hand. The butlers, the maids and the chefs were worried, looking at the Little Lady walking up and down the stairs. Then, one of the butler asked Fiona. “What are you doing Little Lady?” the butler asked “Don’t you see? I’m waiting for my parents!” she answered “Oh, yes. But, Little Lady, Great Master and Mistress will arrived at home on 1 AM tomorrow,” “is that mean that I can’t celebrate New Year without my parents?” Little Fiona asked “we-well, uh…” the butler didn’t say a thing. Fiona disappointed and she went to her room. On her bedroom, she wondered what’ll she do next while she was waiting her parents arrive at home. The clock showed 11 PM and Fiona fell asleep. One of the maid knocked Fiona’s bedroom door. And the maid said “wake up Little Lady,” “nggh…what time is it now?” Fiona asked “It is 11 PM Little Lady, may I invite my Little Lady to the Dining Room?” “Oh, sure…What is it?” “Little Lady will know what will happen soon!” the maid answered. When they entered the Dining Room, Fiona shocked. She saw a made of chocolate Big Ben replica and a princess replica besides it. “WELCOME, LITTLE LADY!” the maids, butlers and the chefs said nicely. “Will Little Lady join our New Year Party?” one of the maid asked, then Fiona answered with a wide smile “yes! I would love to!” Then Fiona celebrated the New Year Party with the butlers, maids and chefs. Fiona realized that no matter who stands besides her she’ll be happy if someone besides her is someone who loves Fiona. That night, Fiona was the happiest person in the manor house. She requested one of the butler join her with the waltz dance in the ball room. Then…DING DANG DING DANG, the clock was ringing and showing midnight. “HAPPY NEW YEAR!!” Fiona shouted happily. “Yes! Happy New Year Little Lady,” the butlers, maids and chefs said. “Thank you for all of you for accompanying me this night! Once more, thank you!” Fiona said with her innocent smile. “It is an honor, Little Lady,” the chefs, butlers and maids said. Then Fiona decided to go back to her room and have a sleep. When she closed the bedroom’s door, she walked to her bed and she wondered will she have a spectacular New Year Party next year again.

Breaking Down the Friendship

I already tell that I and Lina have a problem
The problem is she thought that I don't wanna be her friend
I want to, but she never want to play again with me
She loves to play with (call him) Adhara
Well, Adhara is friendly but he's a weird guy, he loves to play with girls (not like ordinary guys) and he can sing beautifully like a girl
Now, I'm writing this post (while I eat my noodles, drink a cup of Good Day and eat some chips) in the class while Lina is going somewhere I don't know and with who
But I guess she's go for a walk with (call her) Gan
Gan is a friend of mine, she is also a Chamber Scout member
When Gan come to my class Lina always go with Gan and leave me without say a thing
I can't tell Lina or Gan if it hurts a lot
I don't what should I now
And also, today there's a PE lesson
The Subject is Volley Ball
The teacher told us to make a group of 2 to practice Volley Ball
I didn't got the ball, and Lina got one but Liya have none
Then Lina saw me and she gave her ball and I practice Volley Ball with Liya
While Lina practice it with (call her) Indri
Hmm...I don't what should I do know *sigh

Are We Friends?

Hey guyzZ
This is the first post on the month
I can't go online anymore in my house because the internet provider had been cut already by my mom
Now, I'm writing this post in the School's Computer Laboratory
I want to talk about something
Something that I have been thinking for this day
I'm thinking "is Lina a true friend of mine??"
She's a best friend I think
But last night I sent her a message and she didn't answer my text
And also for a few weeks ago I asked her about the Math Homework via message
And she didn't answered too
The next day at school she didn't talked about that
Like she never get the text from me
And I'm thinking if I be friends with Lina, will (a friend of Lina) Angel angry at me??
I can't let that happened--but I guess I already did that...
Well, the truth is Lina is a good friend but sometimes (or maybe several time) her typical is 'Less Act Talk More'
That the opposite of my typical
I don't really like to talk, I would like do something else than talking about something that requires a lot of energies--and it also wasting my time
Well yah, she's older than me but she doesn't know a lot
I thought she's older than me so I can sharing some thing new and interesting with her, but I guess I'm miss calculated
I'm not negative thinking about her, but there are no positive effects--there are, but not much--that effected me
Also, when the Scout she can't teach Morse correctly, but she pretended that she know Morse correctly, that was a lie!
So guyzZ, what should I do next??
*and please don't tell Lina about this problem! >.<

August Post

Hey guyzZ
Long time no see, heheh
I never post a new entry since August
So, this is the first post on August 2010
I have no idea for this post so I'll just tell you want I wanna tell
Firstly, I and my friends will face ICAS test
ICAS is International Competition and Assessments for Schools
It's very popular
The one who got 100 will have a gold-shining-medal
I can't imagine if I can get the medal just like senior Faiq
He's so smart!!
But I'm not really surprised, he stayed on England for 5 years
Darn, the ICAS was so hard! *cried
Last Saturday was the first ICAS test, the subject was English
Next Saturday, we'll have ICAS again
The subject will be Mathematics
I heard from one of my friend that the ICAS will be the same as IQ test
Other topic
I didn't went to school for a week because of a flu and hard cough
I stayed at grandma's house for a week
Also for accompanied my grandpa
I'm so sad, my grandpa is still sick
His body is very thin!
And I don't 100% believe that grandpa's weight is more thin than I!
Next topic
Anto is crazier than ever
His aunt called me for 14 times in a day (or maybe more than that)
It's bothering me so much!
I hate him! hate! hate! hate! hate!!
I hope he can stop fall in love with me and I can have a peaceful life!
Other topic
Rina (my best friend on Jakarta) had a birthday on 20 August!
That day, I greeted her on Facebook
Then she told me that her boyfriend didn't say a thing to her
He forgot his girlfriend's b'day! OMG!
What a careless guy...
I hope Rina can be more patient about him

When Heroes Are Come Back To The Action!

Last Saturday we heard an announcement from Senior (call him Tama) Tama (he's the Student President in 21 JHS and also the chairman of Chamber Scout and Paskibra)
He said by the school's microphone "all of Chamber Scouts members from 8th grade, please gather at the canopy right now,"
I and Lina heard it when we were at the Teachers Room when we were looking for Mr.(call him Hari) Hari
We were surprised! What?! Our ears didn't heard it correctly or he slipped?!
We came to him and asked "Senior, you said 8th grade, right?? don't forget senior, you're already a 9th grader student!" and he answered "That's u! the EIGHTH GRADER!"
"waaaaaaa!!" all of the Chamber Scouts of the 8th grader jumped, cheered, smiled and we were happy!
The Chamber Scouts of the 8th grader went broken and now, they're back! bye bye for anyone-who-asked-for-the-next-chamber-scouts-election! *lol
All of us was waiting for the meeting, we talked, we had a vent, and anything that we want to talk
2 hours past, we were tired for waiting
Then the meeting was started
The 8th grader Chamber Scouts come back!
And, we had a special training from the Chamber Scouts of 9th grader
The training will be start on Next Monday until Friday!
But the problem is Ani, will she join us again...??
I hope so
She made a mistake but for once and I'm sure that she could change herself be better than anyone else! All she need is a second chance...

Crazy Camp!

After the Super Exhausting Exams (S.E.E.) were done, my school always held a yearly program for seventh grader
The program is scout camping!
This year, my school will held the camping on 13 June 2010 until 15 June 2010
The seventh grader will have a camping beside the Prambanan Temple on Jogja
The same place as the last year's camping
And I heard about the place from my seniors
The worst is, the area of Prambanan is haunted!
Last year, when my seniors were having a camping on Prambanan, they captured an appearance!
So scary isn't it?!
Then, the camping was started
13th June - for about 7.30 AM
My school with 4 buses and 2 trucks started the long trip to Prambanan
And anyway, I became a leader of my scout group
My scout group name is 'Jasmine'
It needs for about 4 hours to get to Prambanan
Anyway, the policemen with a police car helped us to get there faster (isn't that great!!? *lol)
After we arrived there, we have to picked down our stuffs at the trucks
After that, we made our tent
From the start, I guess it will be a nice camping
But it was changed when the scout leader were gathered
Anto was there!! On the meeting!! Arrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
As I know, he's not a leader or even a vice leader of his group!!
What the heck he's doing there?!! He ruin my best times!!
The meeting told us about to coordinate our own group to have a lunch
The lunch time feels so fun with my friends :)
Time was running very fast and when the 6 PM, the problem started
When the Traditional Culture Lecture was started, the stars disappeared, clouds were out, the winds blew and the drops were began
Traditional Culture Lecture been canceled because the unpredicted rain
The students were back to their own tent, the teachers said to pack our stuffs
"if it just a little rain, still at the tent, don't go anywhere. But if the rain is heavy, we have to held an evacuation," the teachers said from a microphone
After I packed my stuffs, I went out on an empty field with my best friend, Lina
We was sat on an empty field having a talk, but after 45 minutes passed, her friends also have a sit with us (this is the most time that I hate when I and my best friend have a serious talk each other)
I can't say that we were having a talk...
And I'm just bored that time, her friends brought a mobile that time, and their have some pictures but I didn't come with them (I'm so ugly and so shy when I have a picture on my own!)
When her friends went back to their tent, we saw one of our teacher sat on a straw carpet alone, we accompanied her that time
She said "the teachers were watching the World Cup, but I'm no interested in it,"
As I remember, the main tent opened a white large sheet and then they watch it together with the boys
And we having a talk with our teacher
A few minutes later, we heard that my friends were having a walk with my teacher
That's fun! If I want, I want to go with them!
But they already arrived at the camp...
But the teacher said okay if we wanna go with him, so we came with him!
When we were walking on a dark place, the teacher said
Teacher : "one of your friend, (call her Anze) Anze. She saw a shadow appeared and banished when she was waiting her friend taking a bath,"
I : "!!?" *scared
Lina : "what did you say?!"
Okay, this isn't funny anymore!!
11 PM, bedtime!
After I heard my teacher said, I can't fell asleep...
After all, my group members were scared because of the dark
They keep screaming on bedtime, even when the seniors came to our tent to say that we have to stay calm and go asleep
But they can't fell asleep so fast
After I said there's nothing to worry, they fell asleep
In front of my members I have to be thought
But, it happened again at 2 AM, they screamed again
Cause of the mosquitos were on beside my ears and I heard them yelling, I woke up...
I asked what happened, they said they saw something
They saw a big black guy beside a car with a black shirt looking at our tent
But I didn't saw him or even anything but just a car
Then the boys, (call him Arto and Hanes) Arto and Hanes came to our tent
Hanes : "what is it?!"
I : "my friends saw a big black guy with black shirt beside that car,"
Hanes : "where?? where?? i don't saw anything, it is just a car!"
(call her Ria) Ria : "there! beside the car, nearby the tree!!"
Hanes : "whaaaatt?!! I don't saw a thing but just a car!! if you don't believe it, I and Arto will go there!!"
Arto : "okay , boss!!"
I : "wait! I come with you!"
Anze : "okay, I'll go to,"
After we arrived there
Hanes : "see! it's just a tree's shadow and a car!!"
We believe it but my members can't stop thinking about it
Before I back to my tent, Hanes told me that he was possessed
He said "when I have a walk with Arto, Arto and I saw a statue move down and up and then disappeared, after that when I came back to my tent I screamed and yelled, if you don't believe it, ask Arto!" Arto said that that was true...
So scary..
When I back to my tent, my friend (call her Sifa) Sifa said "hey, Hanes, I saw you through our tent at 1 PM,"
Hanes said "what?!! really?!! I was asleep that time!! I swear!!"
Things getting badder and badder...

Rare Results

The Super Exhausting Exam (S.E.E.) was finished!
And my first feeling when it was finished is "I'm freeeeeeeeeee!!!" *lol
But I still have a bad feeling that I won't pass the exam
That's horrible!
But I don't pray or even wish for it!
The next day, the result is off
Here's my results :
IT = 82
Math = 80
Javanese = 71
Nationality = 78
Indonesian = 86
My gosh, those scores were very different with Yun-chan (Nia)
She got good scores, she's smart, kind, care, gently, and also cheerful
Yun-chan scores :
IT = 90 (the top score of my class!!)
Math = 87 (the top score of my class!!)
Javanese = 82 (the top score of my class!!)
Nationality = 82 (the 2nd top score of my class!!)
Indonesian = ...uhh...I forgot...
Wow!! COOL!! Those were Rare Results...
How can I be a smart girl like her??
Anyway, today is her birthday, for Yun-chan, happy b'day! wish you all the best
(NB : I forgot to congratulate you at school today, I'm so sorry! >.<)

Freak Fan

What a Freak Fan!
I can't stand it no more!
Okay, it started when I was an Elementary School student
Every 3 months, my school make '3 monthly school magazine'
And one of my teacher asked me to draw a Doujinshi
I agreed with him and I made it
The teacher gave 20 rupiahs for it *lol
I'm so happy
Then, a few days later when the magazines were released when the lunch time the juniors from the 3rd grade came to my class brought a piece of paper and a pencil
I wonder why??
Apparently, they asked me to draw a manga character!
Some of them asked my phone number, and some of them asked me for a signature
Even my friends said "wow! just like an actress!"
My Gosh!
And, one of them (call her Sinta) became the girl who asked me for the most many manga characters
Every day, she and her friend went to my class just for a character
A few months later, I'm a Junior High School Student
And I rarely came to my Elementary School (maybe yes for pick my brother, but I'm not go out from my car)
For about 3 days ago, I went there
And I met Sinta, as usual, she asked me for a picture
I drew it of course
On the same day, Sinta added me as a friend on Facebook
And I confirmed her
Then the problem appeared
She tagged every pictures on one of my photo album on Facebook
This album is an album special for my drawings
She didn't asked permission
I still can forgive her
But when I saw her profile picture, I can't believe it!
She wear my drawing!
I love it, but at the other side, I hate it
She wear Kushina Uzumaki that I drew for about 4 months ago
She told me that she loves Kushina so much
But that's not the reason she wear my creation!
When I open her profile on Facebook
Her status was 'Ciel Kawai'
And I commented on her status
I asked her what manga she like
Sinta likes Bleach, Naruto and Black Butler
When I saw her activities on Facebook
I can't stand it!
She joined the Ichigo Kurosaki Fan Club and Tōshirō Hitsugaya on Facebook just yet!!!
If she's a Bleach fan like me, she will joined the group long time ago!
It just more like she follow me...
It's normal but I dislike it
Then I removed her from my friend list on Facebook
Sorry, but I'm so uncomfortable!!
For Sinta, I'll still draw some pictures for you but please don't follow my activities or my habit...