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'He' is such a moodbreaker ughh! Last day when I texted 'him' I thought he'd reply my text but he didn't. I texted 'him' cus I know he'll be on 'his' way back to Semarang yesterday. So I asked 'him' whether he'll start 'his' journey back to Semarang yesterday or not. I dunno at what time 'he' will get back then I texted 'him'. I was waiting and there was no any feedbacks. Then I tried to call 'him' but 'he' hang up the phone. I'm getting worried about what happened to 'him'. Still no feedbacks. At least if 'he' can't answer my call just reply my text would 'he'? Pfft. I know if his grandpa's house have no such thing as good mobile signal but at least gimme a respond puhlease? I'm gettting angry to 'him'.

Then my phone just vibrated, 'he' text me if 'he' was gonna back to Semarang and 'he' questioned me why am I angry to 'him'. FOR GOD'S SAKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME! Well, 'he' didn't realize why I got angry and that's really SUCKS. I'm angry and also dissappointed :( If 'he' can't realize about little things like this how can we become a good couple? Who treat each other well? Look, I'm not back-stabbing 'him' right now but I have no friend to talk now cus actually this is a ridiculous problem. A ridiculous problem that 'he' didn't notice. Hmff.. Now he sent me some LINE chat. I just read his chat, wondering if 'he' could notice my dissappointment. But I guess it'll take a long time for 'him' to notice this.

Okay I guess that's all for today's post. It feels a lil bit better when I typed about how do I feel right now. Oh yeah, catch me at Street Gallery this lunch time! I'll be there wif my Elementary School besties. Have a nice day!

Disaster?

Have I told you that Amel is sick? Well, let me tell you from the beginning. On Monday, when the Ethics class was runnning. She fell asleep besides Via. She was sitting next to Via. When the break time bell was ringing, Via tried to make Amel awake. But Amel's breath wasn't stable. Then, we layed her body on the chairs. Ms.Fuk tried to help. We also tried our best to help her. Ms.Fuk called Mr.Oky and asked him to bring Amel to the nearest hospital. Amel rushed to Banyumanik Hospital. And now, she's still in a hospital. But yesterday she decided to move up from Banyumanik Hospital to Telogorejo Hospital. As I know, her sickness is caused by her asthma. She can't breath normally without oxygen tube. Yesterday, we visited Amel on Telogorejo. The number of person who visited her was 18 from 22 :D Naufal, Fahmi and Ayu didn't come with us because Fahmi and Ayu got an additional class. But I dunno about Naufal. I, Novi, Via, Masyitha, Ichi and Ila went there by Via's car. Via's car was amazing. Guess what? A white Alphard --" On the first time, we decided to go there by angkot (a.k.a the orange Alphard, lol) but Via told us that she'll lend a car. I'm surprised when I realize that we'll go there by with an Alphard, lol XD

Anyway, the boys went to Telogorejo by Wibi's car. When they went to the motorcycle parking lane, they had a fight with Senior High students --" I guess the problem was just a miss-understanding. Unfortunately, Raka got some punch from the Senior High students. While Aufal wasn't hurt even he wasn't touched by them just a finger. Geez. I'll say, the boys weren't lucky last day. And as we know, Mr.Oky is kinda an Intel person. Yeah,  he knew about this case and he told the ninth grader this morning; not to look for a fight. One thing that he should know, last day was unpredictable for boys of 9C -_-"

Is this week is 9C's most unlucky week? *sighs

Our 10 Months

A legendary day for me is today. Yeah, it's our 10th months anniversary :) I'm happy because this is the most longlast-moment I'm in a date with a boy XD But the truth is today is full of tears and doesn't running out very well. Guess what?? I, 'him' and Liya was on 9D class. When Liya wents out and left us in the classroom, 'his' mother picked him up with an awkward face. TERRIBLE! you know why?? Because the truth is 'his' mother doesn't let her children go on a date -__-" *sighs* I can't concentrated on studying since 'he' went home with 'his' mother even tomorrow we'll still have a Try Out... I'm blaming myself after what happened... And also, 2 days again my little brother will have a tournament in Salatiga with his Soccer School pals. Because of it, I'll be absent from the class for a day. Guess I'll miss 'him'. I told 'him' about this case. When I asked 'him' to come to my class tomorrow, 'he' said 'no'. I was dissapoint until I cried. 'He' said that 'he' miss me. But what does 'he' try to do?? nothing right...?? So the words that tells me that 'he' missed me is a lie...?? :'( I want to trust 'him' but sometimes 'he' didn't show me the right way... I said that to 'him' and 'he' said that 'he' is afraid of 'his' mother. I'm trying to understand 'him' but at least I want an attention from 'him' for me before I go to Salatiga this Friday...

Tiring Trip

It's holiday! This holiday I and my family are having holiday in Jakarta. We went to Jakarta yesterday by our car, Panther. We started to go at 6 AM from Semarang. And here's the story ;)

We saw this McD truck when we were on our way to Jakarta :D

We haven't eat for breakfast yet, so we stop by Pringsewu in Tegal for having breakfast.

My little brother while playing xD he tried the toys one by one

On waiting :)

Q : What do you see from the picture above? ;)

Then we started to move again, anyway the weather is cloudy ;)

Bad news, our car's engine won't start and we stucked in Cirebon for about 30 minutes

Strangely, the weather before is cloudy and hot. But a few moments later, the rain fell down.

And also, when we were on Cikampek, we can't see the road because of the heavy rain >.<"

After rain :) when we were about to the exit of Tol Cikampek

Toilet! lol xD

Uh-oh! our car's engine was moody again! So we stucked in Depok, nearby University of Indonesia

Luckily, there was a kind-hearted angkot driver, so he help us pull the car :)

Because of daddy's clumsyness, the rope went broken and we can't pull our car anymore --"

It's late already, I saw my watch and it shows it was already 8 PM. So mom decided to move our belongings to the angkot. So clumsy but extraordinary! xD Then our car was put on the angkot driver's workshop :)

We were helped by the angkot driver's friend, Mr.Arif to drive the angkot to our home :)

Finally, we arrived at home by angkot at 8:55 PM. And we start to clean our messy house.

The things that we got in our refrigerator

The cleaning time over at 10 PM. And daddy asked our house guardian to buy some seafood. Daddy fell asleep. While I, Rio and my mom were eating our seafood xD

Errp!

I'm pissed off! My test results are so baaaaaaad! DX I don't know what makes my scores down :( I think I should change my study strategy and increase my study time at home... Oh Gosh, what's happening to me??! DX Arrgh!

Pray for 'him'

It was just as fast as a thunder come, it was just like a lightning crush my feeling...

'he' is sick, and the bad news is 'his' right arm is cracked :( now he spend some night at hospital

I really hope 'he' can recover slowly but surely and I could see his happy smile again... #AMEN

Someone That Hurts 'Him'

Listen guys, if you are falling in love with someone and he/she give a good respond to it, you are happy right??
But imagine that someone who give the respond did that for no reason!
It happened to 'him'...
When we were 7th grader students 'he' actually fell in love with (let's disguise her name) Liar
'He' loved Liar and it seemed that Liar loved 'him' too
On Liar's birthday, 'he' gave Liar a present
But the most cruel think is Liar throw the present to the trash and 'he' knew about it
'He' was broken heart because of Liar
Notes : Liar have so many fans, every boy that falling in love with him always get good responds from Liar until NOW
But today, Liar sent 'him' a message
She said that she is sorry about that problem
HELLO~?? ask for forgiveness just now?!
Where have you BEEN?!!
'He' told me about it this afternoon and he is confusing for what should he do next
I told 'him' to forgive Liar, at least there's a second chance for Liar to fix up with 'him'
'He' also told me to text Liar the words that he sent to me
I really did what 'he' told but no answers until 6 PM
But at 5 PM 'he' said that Liar text 'him' and said that she is afraid of my last text but actually, it wasn't my words, it's 'him'
At 7 PM, Liar sent me a message she pretended like she doesn't know anything
"what's the problem?" the text said
"someone is angry with you," I replied
"whom??" she answered
"just flashback your memories, you'll find it," I replied
"who is it??" she answered
"won't give you an answer," I replied
"be honest," she said
"won't tell you," I replied
Well, that's your own mistake
What the hell she is looking for?! Giving good responds to each person who falling in love with her but in the end crush their hearts!! WHAT A PITY!!
I don't like Liar even she is a friend of mine
So, anyone who read this post, BE HONEST TO YOUR HEART AND DON'T BE SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS GIVE A PERSON THAT FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU AN EMPTY HOPE!!

Dear Dumb-Dork-and-Dick Dude

This is the second post of the month but I will write something that happened to me that TOTALLY makes me angry
As we all know, after the Study Tour to Jakarta-Bogor-Bandung ended we have to make a report about this
I ALREADY SAID THIS to all of my group members before we go for Study Tour “I can’t write an article about this because I have no time (training for scout competition, Students Organization jobs, home ordinary responsibility, a bunch of home works, many test and examinations, Sister School to Singapore and Malaysia) to write it. So if you told me to make it, I won’t make it because it’ll only stuck all of us with bad score for the report, so I’ll do the taking photos job,”
All of them were agreed
So when we were there, I took many photos, for about 200 photos
Then several days before today, (call him) ‘Dumb’ or ‘Dork’ or ‘Dick’ it’s up to you, Dumb told this to me “hey, where’s your article about the restaurant when we were on the travel to Jakarta??”
WHAT THE HECK?!!
I : “hello~?? I already told all of the group members that I can’t!!”
Dork : “but the article is haven’t completed yet! Because of YOU didn’t give us the article!”
I : “hey~, this is not my job and out of my responsibility! I already told you in the beginning!”
Dumb : “I haven’t heard about it yet!”
Then I start to think, okay this dude is REALLY AMUSING!!!
If the article is my responsibility, I’ll do it! But if not I won’t!!
We had a great debate about it, and until now I won’t make myself looks like the one who make a very big mistake!
Ani saw me and Dork having a great debate and she told Dumb that I’m the person who doesn’t make a mistake here
I was REALLY grateful!!
HAH!! Eat that DORK!!
Before this problem, I gave him the copy of photos that I took when we were having Study Tour
I thought that he’ll keep it carefully and won’t make troubles with that
But I was TOTALLY WRONG
He is a DUMB!! Guess what?!
He uploaded all the photos to Facebook!!!
Hey DICK!!! Are you a fool?! Other groups will save all of the photos less than 30 minutes instantly but I took the photos more than 3 days!!
Think about my sacrifices, your behaviors, your mistakes, your selfish emotion but the most important is YOUR DUMBNESS!!
I told him to delete the photo album from his Facebook account in 24 hours but he didn’t!!!
ARRRGGGGHH!!!! This dude is a trouble maker!!
He said “how do we can delete this album from my Facebook account??”
OH GOD!!
He is TOTALLY DUMB, DORK and DICK!!!
If I have to be honest, next time I won’t join a group with him inside it!!
It’ll KILL MYSELF!!
And don’t be worry if he read this post, he DON’T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH without Google Translator
Until now, I haven’t talk to him yet, he’s the one who made a fatal mistake and I won’t make friends again until he beg for it
And now, I’m waiting for his gentle act, oh yeah and I also think that he is a bitch
Because until now, he doesn’t want to talk to me or even tell me that he’s sorry
If he is a gentleman, he’ll talk to me at least a word!
That’s the point, he’s DORK, DUMB, DICK!!
And I HATE him so much!word!
That’s the point, he’s DORK, DUMB, DICK!!
And I HATE him so much!

Making Friends Is Not Easy

I think making friends is not easy
It’s the truth if I’m the Students Council President
But it doesn’t makes me have many friends just like in Manga and movies
The fact is they’re scared to me
I don’t know the reason why, and I also can’t figure it out
I realized it when (call her) Rien told me to do something, she said that I have ‘power’ to do it
Even also when (call him) Ragra said “I’ll annoy you…no, wait…I’m scared,”
But he didn’t say why he said that
Now, I’m feeling so lonely
Because, no one standing beside me until now…
Well, maybe Lina is but Lisa and Angel always nearby her
I won’t let anyone upset just because of myself
I think that Lisa and Angel would more need Lina than me
Anyway if I make friends with someone else, that’s not a good idea
The fact is no one in my class would make a good friendship story with me
The reason why is; each of them already have their own group, I can’t stuck up with them who doesn’t care or even understand about Students Council or other Students Organizations in my school, and I can’t talk with them because I have different interests with them
Actually, Nia, Liya, Rian and Indri are nice
But sometimes I can’t talk with them because the discussion topic that they are talking about I something that I don’t want to talk about
Oh, and also there are two groups in eighth grader, let’s call it K for the boys and B for the girls
Well (maybe) I’m the B group’s president
K group’s total member is for about 30 boys
While B group’s only 5 including me
The members of group B is; I, Lina, Syira, Fuli and Gana
Maybe you’re wondering why I don’t make friends with them
Let’s check it out one by one
First, Syira
Honestly, she is care, nice, and a novel lover
But she already makes friends with someone else and she is a person that I can’t completely understand
Well yah, sometimes she talks kindly in front of us but we can’t know what she will say in the back of us
And…psst…I think the word she says is harsh and over-confidence…
Second, Fuli
She’s cute, funny and knows a lot about Japan
But she also makes friends in her class
Honestly, sometimes she talks really harsh and cruel
And that’s absolutely not my friend type
Third, Gana
She is pretty, funky and modest
But I think that’s the reason why I won’t make her as a best friend of mine
She is over-funky while I’m not, that wouldn’t make us match
Last, Lina
As I said in the beginning of this post
She is match to me but sometimes not
And also she already has many friends
Until now, I’m still confusing about this problem
Just a while, I thought that no friend will not stuck me up with them
But I realized it’s wrong
No friend is lonely…

Scout Incident Part 2

Yesterday, the last big race for us; the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members
I woke up at 5
I sat on my bed and in my mind I thought ‘will us win the competition today..??’
Many thoughts that got to my mind…
6 AM, we gathered on 21 JHS
As usual, Fuli late as always…
Everyone thought that we are ready
Before we have our journey to Sultan Agung SHS, I asked Utama what did he practiced for KIM (because I and Utama have responsibility for KIM material)
So I studied with him
He knows a lot, but he forgot to study about scanner (the KIM material is about IT)
When we arrived at Sultan Agung SHS, we saw our biggest enemy for the Scout Competition’s ---1 JHS--- base-camp
The competition started, all of us split based on our material competition
I and Utama had to go to Building E’s Hall
The KIM’s rule is 90 seconds for memorize and look at the picture while 5 minutes to answer, there are 20 pictures that we should to write down in a piece of paper
Well, in the end I got 19 stuffs that I remember and I’m sure 75% from all of it is correct
Then, I asked Utama about this
He also got 19 stuffs, but he’s faster than me when we do the task
Then I checked the pioneering, I stood on the top of Michelia’s pioneering but it doesn’t move AT ALL, amazing!!
I asked about the Morse, they said that they just got 1 mistake
While PU/PUK was succeeded
Nia had job to do this PU/PUK, after she finished it I said to her ‘I don’t know why, but I have a very bad feeling…’ she can’t give any comment about that
And Sandi, just 1 confusing number
I was really optimistic about this, but somehow, I even don’t know where it comes from… I felt that something’s not right here… even I said this bad feeling to Nia
But I have to stay focus for PBB
It’s a little bit not succeeded, but when I have mistake that I did, the judge didn’t saw me because they were writing the score
So PBB was completely saved because of weird judges
Yel-Yel competition, the moment that I waiting for
I scream and yell as strong as I can until I can’t stop my sweat for moments
Yel-yel competition was great and firing!
All of the race end at 2 PM
After that, my family took me somewhere else
So I didn’t saw the Competition Winner Announcement by my own
5 PM, I was waiting for the message that will appear in my mobile inbox
I asked Lina about the announcement but she said that it haven’t been announced yet
A quarter past 6, I sent Lina a message and asked about the announcement
She answered ‘we just got 3rd seat for PU/PUK’
WHAT?!! I DON’T BELIEVE IT!! I mean, HELLO!? We already give our best but why we still have bad news?!
We already do the best, the name of 21 JHS goes with us and we make it down, but why?! Why we didn’t win the competition?!
I thought at least we’ll have the 3rd seat but I guess I was wrong
Tarantula was better than us; they got 1st seat for Morse and 3rd seat for PU/PUK
I shocked and I can’t believe it so I called Lina
She said that it is true
Michelia was really shocked and disappoint
And I started to think that Mr.Pit said was RIGHT but we won’t listen to him
THAT’S OUR BIGGEST MISTAKE
I think yesterday was a total humiliation for us…
It becomes regret that we can’t erase
The seniors already heard about it, I realized that they are really disappoint to us
Anyway, the seventh grader Scout Chamber Members won the competition on SMK 17
Humiliation…
Competition, if we win it’ll make our pride higher but if we lose the competition will be the sword that would kill our pride especially for 21 JHS as a school with great scout reputation for years
Because of this, Rotun told us that her parents doesn’t agree anymore if she still be one of the eighth grader Scout Chamber so she won’t train 7th grader with us anymore
And Erma’s parents will not permit her to enter a RSBI SHS because she doesn’t win this competition

Scout Incident Part 1

Today is H-1 for the Scout Competition
Because the ninth grader students are having a Try Out this morning until 9 AM, so we have much time to prepare for the competition
Mr.Pit said that we have to arrive at 21 JHS on 7 AM
Our most biggest regret is this time
That time, all of the 7th grader Scout Chamber Members were already arrived
But the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members weren't there yet
Michelia only got 5 members while the Tarantula only got 7 members on 7 AM
In the beginning already thought that Mr.Pit will angry and very disappoint to us ---the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members---
Because of that the 7th grader had the practice earlier than the eighth grader
I was a little upset because we didn't have ANY efficient practice at all (from the beginning and until now)
Tarantula was better because they had a Pionering practice
Michelia had nothing but in the end we could had a PBB practice
After all of us done with our practice, Mr.Pit gathered us
He said it seriously, with no doubt
"The eighth grader, I won't permit you to have a competition tomorrow, all of the eighth grader will not have a competition tomorrow!"
All of us shocked
We tried to beg him
But he still don't let us to have the competition...
In my mind, I thought if Mr.Pit thinks that IT IS the best for us, the best for 21 JHS, why not?!
But the other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members said “no way that we could retreat from this competition! We already registered and we already trained our self until today! We can’t end up like this!!”
Phew, this is the part that I MOST hate
And I thought there’s no way Mr.Pit will say bullshit just to drop our mind or even test our toughness, that’s an INSANE move! He won’t play us just like we are dolls and he also thinks what will happen next
But I really regret the part that I can’t stop my friends when they still want to have this competition even if they have to die
They just keep blaming, mumbling and anything about that
The fact is they WERE blaming Mr.Pit because all of THESE
Maybe I’m silly, maybe I’m dummy, maybe I’m idiot, maybe I’m a fool, maybe I’m a dick, maybe I’m stinks but I THOUGHT ‘Mr.Pit always have reasons for each steps that he walks, and the reason why he retreat us is because we ARE NOT READY YET for this, if we’re not ready for this we’ll end up loose and make 21 JHS’s reputation down’ and if it also brings the good name of 21 JHS I as the Students Council President of 21 JHS won’t let 21 JHS’s reputation down for good!
The other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members still REALLY WANTS TO have this race
And they said that we’ll try harder and harder to get the trophy
They promised, and I really regret it, why I still give them trust??
If I know it will happen, I’ll not let them move further anymore
Then, Mr.Fatchu said that he’ll talk to Mr.Pit so things could have ending up clearly and fairly.
*Bell School Ringing
“All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members please gathers up at 9F class,”
All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members gathered up
Mr.Fatchu brought good news; he said that we’ll still have a competition tomorrow and Mr.Pit permitted us
All was settled and we have to do the best for tomorrow…

The Green Hornet

Guys, guess what??
I got two days ‘retirement’
On Monday, I and Mom and my little brother went to hospital
I got sore-throat and a fever
Then the doctor said that I have to have a rest for two days
Gosh! In the beginning I tried to refuse it but my mom said “that’s great because I also want to have a rest, in this few days I’m so tired,”
So I can’t refuse it…
The reason I want to refuse it because the last Scout Competition is less than a week!
In the end I don’t have practice or preparation for it for two days
Okay, so today (9/2/2011) is the last day of my ‘retirement’
Today, I went to many places
In the morning, I went to Bank, Post Office, Photo Studio (for the Scout Competition registration), McDonalds, my little brother’s Elementary School, and…
O yeah, bad news, my grandfather checked-in to the hospital (again) because of his heart again…
I feel so sorry about that, my mom heard about the news by phone and after mom end the call her nose turned red and she started to cry…
Then this afternoon, I and my mom picked my little brother earlier
After we pick my little brother we went to the hospital
My grandfather got a room, and the room number is 307
The clock showed 4 PM
Actually, mom promised that we’ll watch The Green Hornet together this week
So (ssh! Don’t tell anyone okay! Especially my family!), after we went to hospital we went to PARAGON to watch The Green Hornet
I guess mom want to watch it today because she needs a refreshing thing because lately she is totally frustrated…
We got Studio 3 and A 7-9 seat
The film is REALLY INTERESTING!
It tells about a son (Reid Britt) of a head-chief of a newspaper company who loves to be trouble-maker in his school
Then he met his dad in his dad’s office then his dad asked him not to be a trouble-maker
His dad was very disappoint to him then he grabbed Reid’s ‘Superman’ toy then he broke the toy with put its head off from its body
20 years later, Reid loves to party and make such his life gone crazy
His dad warned his son for the things that he done, but the son won’t listen to his dad
Next morning, when Reid enter his family’s mansion, the reporters, journalists, cameramen, was in front of the mansion
They asked Reid what is his reaction about his father’s dead
Reid didn’t know a thing about his dad’s dead
His dead actually dead because of a sting of a bee
He knew about it when he saw the reporters asked him about it
And, when Reid’s father been buried there was a statue of Reid’s dad built nearby Reid’s dad graveyard
Next morning, based on the tradition, Reid has to take-over his dad’s job
He doesn’t know anything about newspaper thing
Even he never read a newspaper from the beginning until the end of it
He was really frustrated
One morning, he found his morning coffee with different taste that he ever taste each morning
He angrily looking for the housekeeper and asked “why does my coffee taste’s feels different?!”
“Oh, sir, the coffee maker as well as a mechanic doesn’t work here anymore since your father’s dead,”
“Who is this guy?!” Reid asked
“It’s Kato sir,”
“I want Kato NOW!!” He answered angrily
Then when Kato arrived, Reid asked Kato why the coffee that Kato make feels tastier than the other coffees
The answer is Kato built a machine that has function to make a coffee
Kato is a genius!
He could make unique cars!
Those cars can blow fire, has handguns, bazooka, bombs and many things that you can’t imagine!
Reid seems very excited about Kato, and then he asked “where are you from??”
“I’m from Shang Hai, do you know Shang Hai??” Kato answered
“Oh yes, I love Japan!”#LOL!
Reid got some loony idea
He asked Kato to make their life crazier than ever; do crazy things in night with some outfit so no one could figure who is the guy behind the mask
Kato accepted Reid’s loony idea
Their first crime is put off Reid’s dad statue
When Reid put it off, he saw a bunch of criminal that surrounding a couple
The ‘bad boys’ hurt the couple so Reid jump off from the bushes and shout “hey! Leave them alone!!”
The criminals turned to Reid
Reid said “now I’m in trouble! Kato! Help!”
Kato is listening to the music in the car then heard Reid’s voice then he jump off from the car and help Reid with his karate jutsu
Kato is awesome!
Then Kato and Reid escaped, but Reid been captured by a CCTV Camera so in the next morning his picture be the first page in the newspaper
Reid was more excited for doing this job
In his office, he made Kato be his assistant
When there was a meeting about the last night’s crime, one of the meeting person said “should we give a name to this fella (Reid, actually)??”
“Ah! What about the ‘Green Bee’??” (he got this name from some pages of newspapers that he saw in front of him)
“No, I don’t like it,” many of the meeting persons said it
“What about the ‘Green Hornet’??” Kato asked
“Yea, much better!” most of them agreed for Kato’s answer
Every night, Kato and Reid always shows their acts (as criminals and heroes)
And Green Hornet becomes really famous but there’s someone who dislikes if the Green Hornet be famous…
Exciting right?! Just watch the Green Hornet!
An amazing movie that you can’t miss!

Afraid to Fall In Love

There's someone that I always think about
But I'm not sure...
Well...
Err...??
Yea something like fall in love I guess
But I don't want to fall in love with someone now!!
I want to stay focus to my 'jobs'
And anyway I think 'HE' loves someone else
So, I decided to TRY not to love him
But how can I forget him?! He always appear in front of me when I forgetting him!!
AAAAAAHH!!
And the one he loves always nearby his side, they also appear in front of me together
Phew! A little make me jealous but I hate those guys!
HATE or WHAT???
I can't figure it out
But I really really hope I can forget those guys and back to normal
Because I HATE FALLING IN LOVE
And it will cause :
1. Make you not confident 100% when you show your act
2. Make you confuse
3. Make your mind tired
4. Always think about the guy that you love
And many other negative things will happen (especially to me)

Last Month of 2010

Phew, it's December already
Gonna leave 2010 less than a month
And it means that dad's birthday will coming soon
I already bought what did I want to give him as his b'day present last week when I and my friends from 21 JHS and 111 JHS went to Jogja
Psst! I bought him a brown Dagadu T-Shirt, well I think it's unique and looks cool if my dad wear the shirt
'INDONESIAN DREAM BAND' a creative shirt that I bought for my beloved dad
Anyway, now aunty is studying on Vietnam
She contact me on Facebook and told me that she arrived at Vietnam and she asked what did I want for a souvenir from her
So I asked for a Vietnam key chain because I'm collecting for nation key chains
I already have a Singapore key chain that I got from my senior and a Bei Jing key chain that I got from my home stay buddy
Today, Lina and (call her) Ahyu back to Semarang
Last day they went to Jakarta for the students exchange
Anyway, the Scout Chamber won the competition
But there are some conflict with the Junior Scout Chamber members since the competition
And many terrible things happened since the competition
By the way about the Scout Chamber, I missed the training so much
When we'll have a competition we'll have a After School Training, but since the competition was over there are no training anymore so I missed the training so much
Oh, I almost forgot
Next Monday, my school will have a mid term semester test
I hope I can do this test properly so I can get good marks
Because last exam, I felt guilty to my mom and dad 'cause I got standard (or maybe lower than that) marks...
I really hope I can fix those scores this time
Next, Oh yeah, I already finished reading an English novel that aunty gave me last year
I finished it less than two days, actually I can finish it sooner since I got the novel
But I have no time for it (oh, really?? FAKE BUSINESS WOMAN! #lol)
The English novel named The Diary of a Wimpy Kid
It's about a life of a normal boy who experience many interesting things in his daily life
Aha! I remember!
There's an interesting thing that I want to write here
Last Saturday when the 111 JHS and 21 JHS students went for a hang out we went to 21 Cinema
Actually, this is not my idea
There, all of us were 20 kids and 3 parents (less than or more than)
A couple of minutes later, the other students of 111 JHS and 21 JHS came and we met there
The main plan is we gonna watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows together
But the ticket was sold out already, so they decided to watch Tanah Kusir Ghost
I have no interest for such a film that I think that's a dummy-and-scary film
All I got from watching horror films just the screams and it makes me less money and time
I'd rather to go to a toilet than watch a film like that
So I decided not to watch the film and state my reason to them
They said I'm no fun, but whatever they say
But when I, (call her) Artha and Angel (they come with me because they also didn't want to watch the film, Angel was afraid and Artha have no interest for such a film like that) want to leave the cinema, I met my last former and his girlfriend
Then when I, Artha and Angel was eating at the food court, we met (call him) Sekti and his family
And I heard someone told that she saw the English teacher at the mall
And I started wondering 'actually, this place is 21 Cinema or 21 JHS?? the students, students exchange, teachers, alumni are here' #lol
Oh! Another interesting story!
It’s about one of the 111 JHS student, (call her) Gina
The second term from 111 JHS arrived at 21 JHS on 2 AM
When they arrived, they were so tired
Some of them went fell asleep, but some of them were walking around the school
One of them was Gina
Gina is a Chinese
Then she told me ‘when I was walking around there’s someone that peeked me’
I asked ‘what do you mean someone??’
‘Well, umm…the second floor class which have a yellow curtain??’ *pointing at my class
‘Hey, that’s my class!’ I answered
‘Yeah, a girl in that class was peeking at me when I have a walk’ she answered
Gee! A ghost in my class…
Well yah I heard rumors that in each class of 21 JHS is haunted
Especially the former Students Organization Room and 8G
And one of my friend that can see ghosts (call him) Fani, told my senior when he was playing hide-and-seek with no one
My senior asked ‘What’re u playing??’
‘I’m playing hide-and-seek’ he answered
‘With who??’
‘With him’ *pointing for nothing
I guess he was playing with his ghost friend
Because his mother told me that he have a ‘friend’ in his house
And that friend is a leak
Interesting right?? (perhaps, a little scary)
Guess what?? I’m waiting for the end of the month
Waiting for Xmas?? Nope
Waiting for New Year?? Nah
I’m waiting for HOLIDAY!
I love Holiday so much
Honestly, if there’s a long holiday, many home-works that the teachers gave to us
But the most important is NO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING! #lol
No heavy bags, no wasting money, go travelling, eating all day, reading comics, watching movies until midnight, less reading, relaxing my body, sleeping for a day, meet my dad, and many more~!
I hope this holiday can be more interesting than last year!
Last year was great, I hope this year can be better than last year
And all I have to do is get good marks on my mid term test
Phew, there are so many interesting experiences!

Missing Tape

The Scout Competition will be held for about 5 days away
Last Monday, the eighth grader Scout Chamber members had a dancing practice
The operator of the music was (call him Saso) Saso
The music was from Lina's laptop
There are two songs, one for the girls and one for the boys
And last day, Mr.(call him)Pit bought the boys music tape
Then he gave the tape to the boys yesterday
When we were having a practice, even one of us didn't realized that the tape went gone
In the afternoon, we were about starting the practice the Mr.Pit asked where's the tape
One of us, even one of twenty can't answer Mr.Pit's question
Mr.Pit went upset and he told us that he wont train us until we can find the tape
We were looking for the tape, but we had nothing
We know that we are disappointing him...
All of us hope that he can forgive us
Well, maybe he can but he wont give us any responsibility anymore...
In this two days, we almost doesn't have a practice meanwhile the competition is near...
Until now, the tape is missing and we can't find it yet

Love, Care, Or..??

Hey...
I think something's different...
Well...there's a boy...
A boy that I can't stop thinking about...
He's a best friend of mine, a glace boy with good behaviors
Every night when I want to go asleep he always be in my mind...
That's THE MOST TERRIBLE PART!!
I hate to be fall in love with someone!!
I can't stop thinking about him, I can't think freely and normally, and the most bad of all is I CAN'T BE MYSELF when I'm in front of someone that I love!!
Arrr...!!
Fall in love is SUCKS!
Love, comes suddenly without permissions but lost tragically
I want to forget about him but when I try it he always appear in front of me! directly or not directly!!
What should I do?! (>.<)
This is terrible and horrible!!
Oh God, please! Make me forget about him!

Breaking Down the Friendship

I already tell that I and Lina have a problem
The problem is she thought that I don't wanna be her friend
I want to, but she never want to play again with me
She loves to play with (call him) Adhara
Well, Adhara is friendly but he's a weird guy, he loves to play with girls (not like ordinary guys) and he can sing beautifully like a girl
Now, I'm writing this post (while I eat my noodles, drink a cup of Good Day and eat some chips) in the class while Lina is going somewhere I don't know and with who
But I guess she's go for a walk with (call her) Gan
Gan is a friend of mine, she is also a Chamber Scout member
When Gan come to my class Lina always go with Gan and leave me without say a thing
I can't tell Lina or Gan if it hurts a lot
I don't what should I now
And also, today there's a PE lesson
The Subject is Volley Ball
The teacher told us to make a group of 2 to practice Volley Ball
I didn't got the ball, and Lina got one but Liya have none
Then Lina saw me and she gave her ball and I practice Volley Ball with Liya
While Lina practice it with (call her) Indri
Hmm...I don't what should I do know *sigh

Are We Friends?

Hey guyzZ
This is the first post on the month
I can't go online anymore in my house because the internet provider had been cut already by my mom
Now, I'm writing this post in the School's Computer Laboratory
I want to talk about something
Something that I have been thinking for this day
I'm thinking "is Lina a true friend of mine??"
She's a best friend I think
But last night I sent her a message and she didn't answer my text
And also for a few weeks ago I asked her about the Math Homework via message
And she didn't answered too
The next day at school she didn't talked about that
Like she never get the text from me
And I'm thinking if I be friends with Lina, will (a friend of Lina) Angel angry at me??
I can't let that happened--but I guess I already did that...
Well, the truth is Lina is a good friend but sometimes (or maybe several time) her typical is 'Less Act Talk More'
That the opposite of my typical
I don't really like to talk, I would like do something else than talking about something that requires a lot of energies--and it also wasting my time
Well yah, she's older than me but she doesn't know a lot
I thought she's older than me so I can sharing some thing new and interesting with her, but I guess I'm miss calculated
I'm not negative thinking about her, but there are no positive effects--there are, but not much--that effected me
Also, when the Scout she can't teach Morse correctly, but she pretended that she know Morse correctly, that was a lie!
So guyzZ, what should I do next??
*and please don't tell Lina about this problem! >.<

August Post

Hey guyzZ
Long time no see, heheh
I never post a new entry since August
So, this is the first post on August 2010
I have no idea for this post so I'll just tell you want I wanna tell
Firstly, I and my friends will face ICAS test
ICAS is International Competition and Assessments for Schools
It's very popular
The one who got 100 will have a gold-shining-medal
I can't imagine if I can get the medal just like senior Faiq
He's so smart!!
But I'm not really surprised, he stayed on England for 5 years
Darn, the ICAS was so hard! *cried
Last Saturday was the first ICAS test, the subject was English
Next Saturday, we'll have ICAS again
The subject will be Mathematics
I heard from one of my friend that the ICAS will be the same as IQ test
Other topic
I didn't went to school for a week because of a flu and hard cough
I stayed at grandma's house for a week
Also for accompanied my grandpa
I'm so sad, my grandpa is still sick
His body is very thin!
And I don't 100% believe that grandpa's weight is more thin than I!
Next topic
Anto is crazier than ever
His aunt called me for 14 times in a day (or maybe more than that)
It's bothering me so much!
I hate him! hate! hate! hate! hate!!
I hope he can stop fall in love with me and I can have a peaceful life!
Other topic
Rina (my best friend on Jakarta) had a birthday on 20 August!
That day, I greeted her on Facebook
Then she told me that her boyfriend didn't say a thing to her
He forgot his girlfriend's b'day! OMG!
What a careless guy...
I hope Rina can be more patient about him

Jerk Juniors

Today, Chamber Scout members will train the 7th grader when the Scout Time(freshmen, well yahh)
When the Scout Time, Lina said that everyone must bring ballpoint anywhere
One of the 7th grader said "the one who doesn't carry a ballpoint are 26 JHS student, how about you sis, do you bring a ballpoint?" in my heart "hahahhahah!! so you are teasing me, huh?! great one, eh! right on the spot!" so I said "I left it, so what?!"
She keep quite and I walked away and told it to my friends
Another misery, someone who wanna be the squad leader for boys had to made a line
One of them said to me "sis, you may not wear a shirt behind ur uniform," in my heart "who the heck are ya?! HELLOO~!! I'm the senior here! u entered the 21 JHS not more in 3 weeks!!!! an you're so arrogant!!! My Gosh!!! Terrible!!" so I said "what did u say?!" "ee...eerrr...nothing ma'am!" "arrh..." "mameeen!" "huh?!" "the senior is so *sengak*" "what the hell!!"
One more, the 7th grader must be quite and calm when Mrs. Anti was talking, so I said "sssh!" to the 7th grader, the 7th grader repeated my word!!! arrgghh!! I can't believe this!! 21 JHS will broken!!
ARRH!! THE SUMMARY IS I HATE THE SEVENTH GRADER!! THEY'RE SO NASTY, MAD, IMPOLITE, CRAZY, IDIOTS, AND MANYMORE!!! HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE!
Crazy Mode : ON!!!