Leia By Megurine Luka

Let me hear your voice; Erase this sinking heart
I'll paint on the canvas of lies
Today again
I feel like I've reached the endless illusion
"What should I call it?" the temperature doesn't change
Before laughter eats away at my insides
I locked in today; the future I think of is grey

Fantasy that I wanted; Deserted lies
If you want, let me hear it

Leia... I embedded the love that overflowed from the heart
Ecstasy that overlapped with your voice is far away
If there's a form, if it's going to be destroyed
I don't need these two eyes; embrace me
Leia...


Eternity slightly stopped its breath
And left me to go to despair

When the sound of the clock hand stops, the world is going to end
Words that only hope don't have any meaning
Laugh a little more, pray a little more
If you can't hear me, then just kill me


Leia... Let me hear your voice; erase this sinking heart
I'll bury the canvas of lies with you
If there's no way to leave an evidence of you and me
Then burn me and kill me
Leia...
Leia... Leia...

Sweet & Bitter

Red ribbon unites us
Sweet love in my tongue
Taste bitter but also sweet
Just like chocolate…

Everything seems brighter than yesterday
A pink orchid blooms
Rose glooming enchantingly
But why clouds are showing its darkness?
Why the mirror won’t show my reflection?

Even though, will he still here?
Breath of mine is the reason why I still here
Will I be okay in this middle field?
Standing on top of valley while staring at the dark sky
Hoping for the sun appears
Tears of my eyes start to wet my cheek
When I close my eyes, I remember your smile

Daisies waiting for shiny sun
Grey clouds in the sky make the distance further
Song in the opera fills the empty air
Chocolate cracks and swallow it

Happiness and sadness that we always share
Becomes a novel and also drama
Happiness as music in love story
While sadness as the war in a swamp

Love sonnet praying for a happy ending
Story of mine and my sweet heart
Feels bitter and sweet…

Long Road

A long road that I walk
Seems will not take me to an end…

By the night I walk, the day I past
It’s an unpredictable life
Why is everything so confusing?

An ending looks so close but when we come closer it turns far
Daisy in the snow
The cold weather tries to fail someone
I’m looking for day…
My soul roars inside me
Entrusted heart in me starts to lie
Won’t somebody come?
Fairy tales and dreams are world of empty things

Story of my life feels so cold without you
Listen to those screams
Crushing heart melodies
Tears of clouds always makes me wet
Mad clown staring at me with sharp eyes
Wild sharp fangs try to attack me
Sword breaks the red rose
The white world turns cruel and dark world

Hoping for the light comes
Make me wants to rip my life story book
I’m still walking in this long road
The life road that I walk seems will not take me to an end that I looking for…

A Lover's Complaint By William Shakespeare

FROM off a hill whose concave womb reworded
A plaintful story from a sistering vale,
My spirits to attend this double voice accorded,
And down I laid to list the sad-tuned tale;
Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale,
Tearing of papers, breaking rings a-twain,
Storming her world with sorrow's wind and rain.

Upon her head a platted hive of straw,
Which fortified her visage from the sun,
Whereon the thought might think sometime it saw
The carcass of beauty spent and done:
Time had not scythed all that youth begun,
Nor youth all quit; but, spite of heaven's fell rage,
Some beauty peep'd through lattice of sear'd age.

Oft did she heave her napkin to her eyne,
Which on it had conceited characters,
Laundering the silken figures in the brine
That season'd woe had pelleted in tears,
And often reading what contents it bears;
As often shrieking undistinguish'd woe,
In clamours of all size, both high and low.

Sometimes her levell'd eyes their carriage ride,
As they did battery to the spheres intend;
Sometime diverted their poor balls are tied
To the orbed earth; sometimes they do extend
Their view right on; anon their gazes lend
To every place at once, and, nowhere fix'd,
The mind and sight distractedly commix'd.

Her hair, nor loose nor tied in formal plat,
Proclaim'd in her a careless hand of pride
For some, untuck'd, descended her sheaved hat,
Hanging her pale and pined cheek beside;
Some in her threaden fillet still did bide,
And true to bondage would not break from thence,
Though slackly braided in loose negligence.

A thousand favours from a maund she drew
Of amber, crystal, and of beaded jet,
Which one by one she in a river threw,
Upon whose weeping margent she was set;
Like usury, applying wet to wet,
Or monarch's hands that let not bounty fall
Where want cries some, but where excess begs all.

Of folded schedules had she many a one,
Which she perused, sigh'd, tore, and gave the flood;
Crack'd many a ring of posied gold and bone
Bidding them find their sepulchres in mud;
Found yet moe letters sadly penn'd in blood,
With sleided silk feat and affectedly
Enswathed, and seal'd to curious secrecy.

These often bathed she in her fluxive eyes,
And often kiss'd, and often 'gan to tear:
Cried 'O false blood, thou register of lies,
What unapproved witness dost thou bear!
Ink would have seem'd more black and damned here!'
This said, in top of rage the lines she rents,
Big discontent so breaking their contents.

A reverend man that grazed his cattle nigh--
Sometime a blusterer, that the ruffle knew
Of court, of city, and had let go by
The swiftest hours, observed as they flew--
Towards this afflicted fancy fastly drew,
And, privileged by age, desires to know
In brief the grounds and motives of her woe.

So slides he down upon his grained bat,
And comely-distant sits he by her side;
When he again desires her, being sat,
Her grievance with his hearing to divide:
If that from him there may be aught applied
Which may her suffering ecstasy assuage,
'Tis promised in the charity of age.

'Father,' she says, 'though in me you behold
The injury of many a blasting hour,
Let it not tell your judgment I am old;
Not age, but sorrow, over me hath power:
I might as yet have been a spreading flower,
Fresh to myself, If I had self-applied
Love to myself and to no love beside.

'But, woe is me! too early I attended
A youthful suit--it was to gain my grace--
Of one by nature's outwards so commended,
That maidens' eyes stuck over all his face:
Love lack'd a dwelling, and made him her place;
And when in his fair parts she did abide,
She was new lodged and newly deified.

'His browny locks did hang in crooked curls;
And every light occasion of the wind
Upon his lips their silken parcels hurls.
What's sweet to do, to do will aptly find:
Each eye that saw him did enchant the mind,
For on his visage was in little drawn
What largeness thinks in Paradise was sawn.

'Small show of man was yet upon his chin;
His phoenix down began but to appear
Like unshorn velvet on that termless skin
Whose bare out-bragg'd the web it seem'd to wear:
Yet show'd his visage by that cost more dear;
And nice affections wavering stood in doubt
If best were as it was, or best without.

'His qualities were beauteous as his form,
For maiden-tongued he was, and thereof free;
Yet, if men moved him, was he such a storm
As oft 'twixt May and April is to see,
When winds breathe sweet, untidy though they be.
His rudeness so with his authorized youth
Did livery falseness in a pride of truth.

'Well could he ride, and often men would say
'That horse his mettle from his rider takes:
Proud of subjection, noble by the sway,
What rounds, what bounds, what course, what stop
he makes!'
And controversy hence a question takes,
Whether the horse by him became his deed,
Or he his manage by the well-doing steed.

'But quickly on this side the verdict went:
His real habitude gave life and grace
To appertainings and to ornament,
Accomplish'd in himself, not in his case:
All aids, themselves made fairer by their place,
Came for additions; yet their purposed trim
Pieced not his grace, but were all graced by him.

'So on the tip of his subduing tongue
All kinds of arguments and question deep,
All replication prompt, and reason strong,
For his advantage still did wake and sleep:
To make the weeper laugh, the laugher weep,
He had the dialect and different skill,
Catching all passions in his craft of will:

'That he did in the general bosom reign
Of young, of old; and sexes both enchanted,
To dwell with him in thoughts, or to remain
In personal duty, following where he haunted:
Consents bewitch'd, ere he desire, have granted;
And dialogued for him what he would say,
Ask'd their own wills, and made their wills obey.

'Many there were that did his picture get,
To serve their eyes, and in it put their mind;
Like fools that in th' imagination set
The goodly objects which abroad they find
Of lands and mansions, theirs in thought assign'd;
And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow them
Than the true gouty landlord which doth owe them:

'So many have, that never touch'd his hand,
Sweetly supposed them mistress of his heart.
My woeful self, that did in freedom stand,
And was my own fee-simple, not in part,
What with his art in youth, and youth in art,
Threw my affections in his charmed power,
Reserved the stalk and gave him all my flower.

'Yet did I not, as some my equals did,
Demand of him, nor being desired yielded;
Finding myself in honour so forbid,
With safest distance I mine honour shielded:
Experience for me many bulwarks builded
Of proofs new-bleeding, which remain'd the foil
Of this false jewel, and his amorous spoil.

'But, ah, who ever shunn'd by precedent
The destined ill she must herself assay?
Or forced examples, 'gainst her own content,
To put the by-past perils in her way?
Counsel may stop awhile what will not stay;
For when we rage, advice is often seen
By blunting us to make our wits more keen.

'Nor gives it satisfaction to our blood,
That we must curb it upon others' proof;
To be forbod the sweets that seem so good,
For fear of harms that preach in our behoof.
O appetite, from judgment stand aloof!
The one a palate hath that needs will taste,
Though Reason weep, and cry, 'It is thy last.'

'For further I could say 'This man's untrue,'
And knew the patterns of his foul beguiling;
Heard where his plants in others' orchards grew,
Saw how deceits were gilded in his smiling;
Knew vows were ever brokers to defiling;
Thought characters and words merely but art,
And bastards of his foul adulterate heart.

'And long upon these terms I held my city,
Till thus he gan besiege me: 'Gentle maid,
Have of my suffering youth some feeling pity,
And be not of my holy vows afraid:
That's to ye sworn to none was ever said;
For feasts of love I have been call'd unto,
Till now did ne'er invite, nor never woo.

''All my offences that abroad you see
Are errors of the blood, none of the mind;
Love made them not: with acture they may be,
Where neither party is nor true nor kind:
They sought their shame that so their shame did find;
And so much less of shame in me remains,
By how much of me their reproach contains.

''Among the many that mine eyes have seen,
Not one whose flame my heart so much as warm'd,
Or my affection put to the smallest teen,
Or any of my leisures ever charm'd:
Harm have I done to them, but ne'er was harm'd;
Kept hearts in liveries, but mine own was free,
And reign'd, commanding in his monarchy.

''Look here, what tributes wounded fancies sent me,
Of paled pearls and rubies red as blood;
Figuring that they their passions likewise lent me
Of grief and blushes, aptly understood
In bloodless white and the encrimson'd mood;
Effects of terror and dear modesty,
Encamp'd in hearts, but fighting outwardly.

''And, lo, behold these talents of their hair,
With twisted metal amorously impleach'd,
I have received from many a several fair,
Their kind acceptance weepingly beseech'd,
With the annexions of fair gems enrich'd,
And deep-brain'd sonnets that did amplify
Each stone's dear nature, worth, and quality.

''The diamond,--why, 'twas beautiful and hard,
Whereto his invised properties did tend;
The deep-green emerald, in whose fresh regard
Weak sights their sickly radiance do amend;
The heaven-hued sapphire and the opal blend
With objects manifold: each several stone,
With wit well blazon'd, smiled or made some moan.

''Lo, all these trophies of affections hot,
Of pensived and subdued desires the tender,
Nature hath charged me that I hoard them not,
But yield them up where I myself must render,
That is, to you, my origin and ender;
For these, of force, must your oblations be,
Since I their altar, you enpatron me.

''O, then, advance of yours that phraseless hand,
Whose white weighs down the airy scale of praise;
Take all these similes to your own command,
Hallow'd with sighs that burning lungs did raise;
What me your minister, for you obeys,
Works under you; and to your audit comes
Their distract parcels in combined sums.

''Lo, this device was sent me from a nun,
Or sister sanctified, of holiest note;
Which late her noble suit in court did shun,
Whose rarest havings made the blossoms dote;
For she was sought by spirits of richest coat,
But kept cold distance, and did thence remove,
To spend her living in eternal love.

''But, O my sweet, what labour is't to leave
The thing we have not, mastering what not strives,
Playing the place which did no form receive,
Playing patient sports in unconstrained gyves?
She that her fame so to herself contrives,
The scars of battle 'scapeth by the flight,
And makes her absence valiant, not her might.

''O, pardon me, in that my boast is true:
The accident which brought me to her eye
Upon the moment did her force subdue,
And now she would the caged cloister fly:
Religious love put out Religion's eye:
Not to be tempted, would she be immured,
And now, to tempt, all liberty procured.

''How mighty then you are, O, hear me tell!
The broken bosoms that to me belong
Have emptied all their fountains in my well,
And mine I pour your ocean all among:
I strong o'er them, and you o'er me being strong,
Must for your victory us all congest,
As compound love to physic your cold breast.

''My parts had power to charm a sacred nun,
Who, disciplined, ay, dieted in grace,
Believed her eyes when they to assail begun,
All vows and consecrations giving place:
O most potential love! vow, bond, nor space,
In thee hath neither sting, knot, nor confine,
For thou art all, and all things else are thine.

''When thou impressest, what are precepts worth
Of stale example? When thou wilt inflame,
How coldly those impediments stand forth
Of wealth, of filial fear, law, kindred, fame!
Love's arms are peace, 'gainst rule, 'gainst sense,
'gainst shame,
And sweetens, in the suffering pangs it bears,
The aloes of all forces, shocks, and fears.

''Now all these hearts that do on mine depend,
Feeling it break, with bleeding groans they pine;
And supplicant their sighs to you extend,
To leave the battery that you make 'gainst mine,
Lending soft audience to my sweet design,
And credent soul to that strong-bonded oath
That shall prefer and undertake my troth.'

'This said, his watery eyes he did dismount,
Whose sights till then were levell'd on my face;
Each cheek a river running from a fount
With brinish current downward flow'd apace:
O, how the channel to the stream gave grace!
Who glazed with crystal gate the glowing roses
That flame through water which their hue encloses.

'O father, what a hell of witchcraft lies
In the small orb of one particular tear!
But with the inundation of the eyes
What rocky heart to water will not wear?
What breast so cold that is not warmed here?
O cleft effect! cold modesty, hot wrath,
Both fire from hence and chill extincture hath.

'For, lo, his passion, but an art of craft,
Even there resolved my reason into tears;
There my white stole of chastity I daff'd,
Shook off my sober guards and civil fears;
Appear to him, as he to me appears,
All melting; though our drops this difference bore,
His poison'd me, and mine did him restore.

'In him a plenitude of subtle matter,
Applied to cautels, all strange forms receives,
Of burning blushes, or of weeping water,
Or swooning paleness; and he takes and leaves,
In either's aptness, as it best deceives,
To blush at speeches rank to weep at woes,
Or to turn white and swoon at tragic shows.

'That not a heart which in his level came
Could 'scape the hail of his all-hurting aim,
Showing fair nature is both kind and tame;
And, veil'd in them, did win whom he would maim:
Against the thing he sought he would exclaim;
When he most burn'd in heart-wish'd luxury,
He preach'd pure maid, and praised cold chastity.

'Thus merely with the garment of a Grace
The naked and concealed fiend he cover'd;
That th' unexperient gave the tempter place,
Which like a cherubin above them hover'd.
Who, young and simple, would not be so lover'd?
Ay me! I fell; and yet do question make
What I should do again for such a sake.

'O, that infected moisture of his eye,
O, that false fire which in his cheek so glow'd,
O, that forced thunder from his heart did fly,
O, that sad breath his spongy lungs bestow'd,
O, all that borrow'd motion seeming owed,
Would yet again betray the fore-betray'd,
And new pervert a reconciled maid!'

Someone That Hurts 'Him'

Listen guys, if you are falling in love with someone and he/she give a good respond to it, you are happy right??
But imagine that someone who give the respond did that for no reason!
It happened to 'him'...
When we were 7th grader students 'he' actually fell in love with (let's disguise her name) Liar
'He' loved Liar and it seemed that Liar loved 'him' too
On Liar's birthday, 'he' gave Liar a present
But the most cruel think is Liar throw the present to the trash and 'he' knew about it
'He' was broken heart because of Liar
Notes : Liar have so many fans, every boy that falling in love with him always get good responds from Liar until NOW
But today, Liar sent 'him' a message
She said that she is sorry about that problem
HELLO~?? ask for forgiveness just now?!
Where have you BEEN?!!
'He' told me about it this afternoon and he is confusing for what should he do next
I told 'him' to forgive Liar, at least there's a second chance for Liar to fix up with 'him'
'He' also told me to text Liar the words that he sent to me
I really did what 'he' told but no answers until 6 PM
But at 5 PM 'he' said that Liar text 'him' and said that she is afraid of my last text but actually, it wasn't my words, it's 'him'
At 7 PM, Liar sent me a message she pretended like she doesn't know anything
"what's the problem?" the text said
"someone is angry with you," I replied
"whom??" she answered
"just flashback your memories, you'll find it," I replied
"who is it??" she answered
"won't give you an answer," I replied
"be honest," she said
"won't tell you," I replied
Well, that's your own mistake
What the hell she is looking for?! Giving good responds to each person who falling in love with her but in the end crush their hearts!! WHAT A PITY!!
I don't like Liar even she is a friend of mine
So, anyone who read this post, BE HONEST TO YOUR HEART AND DON'T BE SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS GIVE A PERSON THAT FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU AN EMPTY HOPE!!

60+ Earth Hour

Last Thursday, Mrs.Tanti called the girl 8th grader Scout Chamber Members
When we were gathering in front of the Teachers Room, Mrs.Tanti told her reason why she gathered us
Her reason is; the girl 8th grader Scout Chamber Members will join the Earth Hour at Town Center of Semarang
Our job is to demonstrate PBB and some kind of cheers
It’s a pleasure for everyone, but we guess that Rotun can’t join this occasion
Either when we were gathering there, Rotun didn’t show up
So we assumed that she can’t and her father won’t let her
It wasn’t a thing that makes us really confused
The Earth Hour occasion will start at 7 PM and we have to show our demonstration when the lights are turned off
It’s kind of a show without lights
And the duration isn’t as long as the light turned off; 15 minutes, while the lights turned off in 60 minutes
On Thursday, the entire girl of 8th grader Scout Chamber Members accepted the invitation
Next day, Mega said that her mother won’t let her join it because there’s no one who can pick her up at night while the occasion will be run until night
This problem which made us confused
In the beginning, Ari got an idea; one of the girl of 7th grader Scout Chamber Member will help us fill in the blank positions
But we were saved because Mr.Pit said that the school will send us home one by one with the school bus
Then, in the afternoon Mega sent the entire girl of 8th grader Scout Chamber Members a message on Facebook
It’s about our cheer lyrics
I think the lyrics are very nice and creative (and I think Mega is a good one for making lyrics for songs)
We are agreed to gather up at 21 JHS on Saturday, 4 PM
The clock showed 4 PM on Saturday
We gather up, but not as usual, that day Fuli didn’t late
We had our last practice first for about two hours
After that we had a pray, but we got to wait Mrs.Tanti
We were late a few minutes because Mrs.Tanti was late
Changing plan! Our demonstration will be show at KB Garden (in front of 1 SHS Semarang) and our demo duration is 20 minutes
So we change our destination
When we arrived there, it was dark and only some of lights that turned on by the official
Guess what?? When I saw the official’s shirt, I want of those shirts!
It’s a nice shirt! It has “60+ Earth Hour” picture with black background
I want some!! #mumble
Bad news! The demo court isn’t as wide as we thought!
The court is very small for us so we can’t move too far if something goes wrong
Another bad news for us, the fast is 6 SHS also join this occasion and we have to share our time with them but our PBB and cheers needs for about 15 minutes while we only have 10 minutes for our demo while they have also the same time with us
We changed our strategy as fast as we can
Here’s our new plan : we will have PBB but only 1st variation, 2nd variation, main moves and Stick Kolone, after that the cheer will be show up in 7 minutes and the total time will be 10 minutes
Another bad news, we already set the cheers and memorize it, but Mr.Facthu said we came there not only by the name of 21 JHS but also by the name of Indonesian Scout! Meanwhile our cheer lyrics were full of Michelia and 21 JHS!
What a DOOM!
Why he told us right when we want to show up?!
As fast as we can, we change and rememorize the lyrics
Another doom, Ani as the leader wasn’t really remember about it
So she was angry and told us to shut our mouth up so she can practice by her own
It was dark and only candle lights which show our way
There were a lots of audience...
And a few of them was costume player!
Guess what?? There was a costume player who wore Amagai-taichou from Bleach costume!
What a cool outfit and I want one!
30 secs before we show up, we were nervous because many audience there and we haven't really memorize it...
But we have to do it no matter what...
9.45 PM, we step our first step in the small court
The audience started look at us
Our big voice was the attention center
When we show up there, almost of them laugh and enjoyed with our performance
Anyway, my favorite part is when there was 60+ written by some candles!
After the show, almost of them said "bay scout!"
So many people who said that to us when we walk past through them!
The light was still off, and Mr.Fatchu told us to have a dinner snacking first before we go home
We decided to eat snacking dinner at Tahu Gimbal
A fantastic candle light dinner with girls of Scout Chamber member!
There, we ate dinner together, and some candle lights

Whoa Oh! By Forever The Sickest Kids

I candy-coat and cover everything
but I'm still hiding underneath
It's been a long time,
It's been a long time
A thousand faces looking up at me
hands all pointing to the ceiling
Oh what a feeling

I've got friends in highly low places
I'm standing on post, and I'm posted up
cant afford to lose them
I've got friends and highly low places
I'll go inside when I wanna party
Grab a girl and dance (don't touch me)

Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
I keep pushing myself even though
I can't take it at all, whoa

Girl, who taught you how to move like that?
at this pace you're at you're at you're going way too fast
I, I saw you from across the room
It's me vs. every guy
It's your choice, you choose

I've got friends in highly low places
it's been a long time it's been a long time
and maybe baby you can rise above the rest to meet me

Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
I keep pushing myself even though
I can't take it at all
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
I keep pushing myself even though
I can't take it at all,

You're worth,
losing my self esteem
Your clever words mean
nothing more to me than
than a line i heard in a movie
You're worth,
losing my losing my losing my self esteem
You're not worth,
putting myself in these situations

Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
I keep pushing myself even though
I can't take it at all
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
Why do I put myself in these situations
Whoa oh Whoa oh Whoa oh,
I keep pushing myself even though
I can't take it at all

Life And Love

Sunny Day
Windy Wind
Cloudy Sky
Love Is Here

At the first time, I said that falling in love is sweet
I say so because the one that I love also have same feelings with me
That's what I thought
But that time...
It ended when he said that he don't want to nearby me again

Wind Stops Its Blow
Light Turns Dark
Sweets Becomes Treats
Wings Are Broken

I tried to wipe my tears and let my sad feelings gone
Then I met that guy
A senior in my new school made me loose my sad feelings
But just for a while...
It ended when he thought that I have a crush with my best friend, and he also did the same thing; fell in love with someone else

No Shiny Days
The Wind Breeze That I Couldn't Feel
Dropping Tears
Sweet In The Tongue Turns Bitter

I thought the world is really cruel to me
I thought I wouldn't find someone to be mine
I thought wherever I go I'll not find someone
I thought the end of my Love Story becomes nearer and nearer
When I thinks so 'he' came to my life

The Rain Stops
Rainbow Colors In The Sky
Shiny Sun Appears
Wind Blows Again

'He' makes me smile, laugh and remembers me what love feels like is
And I really hope this story doesn't ended up like before...

I Love ‘Him’

Good news everyone, I’m in a relationship! *cheers~
And do you want to know who the guy is??
Alright, he is the Vice Students Council President and also the captain of 21 JHS football club
Here’s the story
March 9th 2011, Lina told me that someone is falling in love with me
And she said it without asked me to try to guess who the guy is
“Your own Vice is falling in love with you,”
Actually I and ‘he’ already have a closure in this week via mobile message
And honestly, I have a strong feeling with ‘him’
Lina told me that she should make me to fall in love with ‘him’ because ‘he’ told so
Remember, in the beginning I didn’t ask anything about it and then Lina said it without my request
March 11th 2011, before teaching scout and swim, I had a conversation with Lina
I told her that I’m falling in love with ‘him’ and I guess when the swimming time Lina told that to ‘him’
And I guess that’s why ‘he’ shot me in the evening
‘He’ said that ‘he’ loves me and ‘he’ wants to be my boyfriend
And I told ‘him’ 2 conditions and ‘he’ accepted it so I said yes
Oh, geez~ #blushed
Ah yes, nice date right?? (11/03/11) *lol
First, 10/09/08
Second, 20/08/2009
Third, 11/03/11
Next morning ---March 12th 2011---, Lina said “ *cough PJ~” then Indri heard it
So she assumed that I have a relationship with someone ---remember, she was just know that I have a relationship with a guy that he don’t know yet---
And extremely, she told it to everyone in the class then everyone tried to figure who the guy is
Then Nia said “the Vice President Students Council, right?!” I can’t tell a lie so I answered “yes, he is,”
Then…WOW! Most of my friends said “PJ PJ PJ PJ!!!”
Oh Lord…I was totally blushed until I can’t say a thing
But I told them if I have much money I will
Anyway, today after school, I, Nisa, Ayu, Azmi, and the others will have a basketball match against Anto, Blacky, Archa, and the others
Two days before, I asked ‘him’ to watch me have a basketball match but I forgot that today at the same time, there’s a football tournament at Calcio Stadium
So I understand why ‘he’ didn’t watch me when I was having a basketball match
The basketball match was really exhausting but also fun until no one count the score so we don’t know who’s the winner
At 11.30 AM my family picked me up and I told them that there’s football match at Calcio Stadium
They offered me to watch the match and of course I said yes
When I arrived there, I decided to watch the match longer than the first plan so I told my parents they could leave me then they pick me up when I call them
They agreed and they leave me at Calcio Stadium
I watched the match, that time, my class was having a match with 8B class
Unfortunately my class was loose but I was very enjoyed because of my class’ play, I have lots of fun when I watched Utama kick the ball without thinking where will the ball jump
After my class’ match, it’s ‘his’ class turn!
And ‘he’ also played for the match
Honestly, I want to support ‘him’ out there but before I do it my face always turns red
So I didn’t cheer him up… #loser
I have been counted ‘his’ Shot To Goal, and the total is about 3 shots that ‘he’ scores
Unfortunately, ‘his’ class also loses this match
And I saw ‘him’ spill bloods from ‘his’ teeth
I was so worried until I have a talk to him after the match
I : “how’s the score??”
‘him’ : “7-5…”
I : *grab his bag “hey, cheer up. Your face is terrible,”
‘him’ : *smiles
Aww~ I really enjoyed it *lol
When I was waiting for my parents to pick me up, I met Lina, Syira and Fuli
They were waiting for a vehicle to go home
So I decided to joined them while waiting for my parents
When I was waiting, ‘he’ wanted to go home with Adhi by motorcycle
Lina said “hey! Why don’t you accompany your girlfriend??”
I : “it’s okay!”
Lina : “as a boyfriend, you have to accompany your girlfriend first, right??”
I : “it doesn’t matter!”
I have a feeling he want to but he can’t so I said “it’s okay…”
“I’ll go home first, okay???” ‘he’ asked
“It’s fine. Be careful okay??” I answered
Right after ‘he’ left, my parents picked me up
When I arrived at home, ‘he’ sent a message to me
‘he’ said that he’s sorry to go home earlier than me because ‘he’ is exhausted
And I think it’s okay
I think this is gonna be a long Love Story of us *giggles and blushed
Then, on March 13th 2011
'He' and K Football Club visited my house
I was blushing and then my little bro asked "which is your boyfriend, sis??"
#blushed

New Template

Do you see any different in this blog??
Okay, I know everyone do
A new template~! #cheers
This template was made by me but also I got some help from Liya ---she is the Master Of Blogger in my class---
Liya taught me to make a template on my own
Nice isn't it??
The template is really classic, old stuffs and fresh fonts
I really LOVE it!
Maybe I should give this a name, and I figured it out
This template name is Classical Fresh! #lol
In the beginning I was searching for good templates on www.blogskins.com
I found a Black Butler template! Its picture was Sebastian with his gloves
Then when I downloaded it I searched for another template and I found Shakugan No Shana template!
But I don't really like the picture so I didn't download it
After that I searched for Vocaloid, but the result isn't as many as I expected
There were just 3 Vocaloid templates and I don't really like the image
I searched and searched, I found Ciel and Sebastian template!
The template is nice and I love it!
But unfortunately it looks really awful when I used it as my blog template
I was almost give up until Liya came then she taught me to make a very nice template <3
She is really on time before I give up