Yay or Nay?

From the title of this post I guess you guys can guess if I want you guys to pick yay/nay. See, I wanna make a fashion blog. But I have some problems that I can't mention right now. But if the visitors of this blog would increase since I post this post, I'll definitely make a fashion blog. This afternoon I took some photos wif 'him'. And I think those outfit gonna be my first try about this fashion blog. Enjoy guys

I hope you guys enjoy it! It would be really nice if you guys left me feedbacks :)

Tags: Semarang Street Style, Fashion Blogger Rookie, Amateur Fashion Blogger, Street Style, Outfit of the Day Indonesia, Indonesia Street Style

No Title Needed

'He' is such a moodbreaker ughh! Last day when I texted 'him' I thought he'd reply my text but he didn't. I texted 'him' cus I know he'll be on 'his' way back to Semarang yesterday. So I asked 'him' whether he'll start 'his' journey back to Semarang yesterday or not. I dunno at what time 'he' will get back then I texted 'him'. I was waiting and there was no any feedbacks. Then I tried to call 'him' but 'he' hang up the phone. I'm getting worried about what happened to 'him'. Still no feedbacks. At least if 'he' can't answer my call just reply my text would 'he'? Pfft. I know if his grandpa's house have no such thing as good mobile signal but at least gimme a respond puhlease? I'm gettting angry to 'him'.

Then my phone just vibrated, 'he' text me if 'he' was gonna back to Semarang and 'he' questioned me why am I angry to 'him'. FOR GOD'S SAKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME! Well, 'he' didn't realize why I got angry and that's really SUCKS. I'm angry and also dissappointed :( If 'he' can't realize about little things like this how can we become a good couple? Who treat each other well? Look, I'm not back-stabbing 'him' right now but I have no friend to talk now cus actually this is a ridiculous problem. A ridiculous problem that 'he' didn't notice. Hmff.. Now he sent me some LINE chat. I just read his chat, wondering if 'he' could notice my dissappointment. But I guess it'll take a long time for 'him' to notice this.

Okay I guess that's all for today's post. It feels a lil bit better when I typed about how do I feel right now. Oh yeah, catch me at Street Gallery this lunch time! I'll be there wif my Elementary School besties. Have a nice day!

Disaster?

Have I told you that Amel is sick? Well, let me tell you from the beginning. On Monday, when the Ethics class was runnning. She fell asleep besides Via. She was sitting next to Via. When the break time bell was ringing, Via tried to make Amel awake. But Amel's breath wasn't stable. Then, we layed her body on the chairs. Ms.Fuk tried to help. We also tried our best to help her. Ms.Fuk called Mr.Oky and asked him to bring Amel to the nearest hospital. Amel rushed to Banyumanik Hospital. And now, she's still in a hospital. But yesterday she decided to move up from Banyumanik Hospital to Telogorejo Hospital. As I know, her sickness is caused by her asthma. She can't breath normally without oxygen tube. Yesterday, we visited Amel on Telogorejo. The number of person who visited her was 18 from 22 :D Naufal, Fahmi and Ayu didn't come with us because Fahmi and Ayu got an additional class. But I dunno about Naufal. I, Novi, Via, Masyitha, Ichi and Ila went there by Via's car. Via's car was amazing. Guess what? A white Alphard --" On the first time, we decided to go there by angkot (a.k.a the orange Alphard, lol) but Via told us that she'll lend a car. I'm surprised when I realize that we'll go there by with an Alphard, lol XD

Anyway, the boys went to Telogorejo by Wibi's car. When they went to the motorcycle parking lane, they had a fight with Senior High students --" I guess the problem was just a miss-understanding. Unfortunately, Raka got some punch from the Senior High students. While Aufal wasn't hurt even he wasn't touched by them just a finger. Geez. I'll say, the boys weren't lucky last day. And as we know, Mr.Oky is kinda an Intel person. Yeah,  he knew about this case and he told the ninth grader this morning; not to look for a fight. One thing that he should know, last day was unpredictable for boys of 9C -_-"

Is this week is 9C's most unlucky week? *sighs

Eleven Months!

Eleven months already! phew, not easy for me and 'him'. Well yah today is our anniversary :) But the thing that you should know, Laila asked us to go with her and his bf for hang out to Paragon this Saturday but the plan  was canceled since Laila's bf and his gank decided to delay (or even cancel) the hang out. They didn't say a thing or something wrong or even some reason why they canceled it. On 2 AM Laila texted me. She said we'll go for hang out tomorrow. Some kinda double date ;) it'd be interesting, but the problem is 'his' mother is kinda of a killer mom --" even she don't really like me since she discovered that I am 'his' gf. Darn. After all, we made    a trick to avoid 'his' mother's madness. I'll tell you when the plan is already done, 'kay?

'He' is so cool :)

Oh and of course, today I, 'he', mom and Rio went to Rio's school. I wanted to sell the stuff from my IT project there. So we went there and gave the merchandises to a teacher of Rio's school.

When we were on Rio's school, 'he' played football with Rio ^^

After we went there we went to Pecel Mbah Uti to have some meal :D We were full and the last destination is home. Yeah, 'he' played in my house for a while XD

Solving Riddles

You know, I haven't get the photos from Novi so I just write this post without photos. Anw, there's a riddle. You know 'her' right? Well, 'he' told me that 'she' text him that 'she' still loves 'him'. I don't get it. But I told  about that to Amel and Amel told me to dirrectly cay want I wanna say to 'her'. So today I talked with 'her'. Honestly, I'm tired for having an enemy in my class so I want to fix the problem and start over. Just like press a "START" button and start from zero. I told 'her' my feelings. Well, but the respond wasn't the answer that I want. 'She' said "whatever" and so over. I'm kinda confused. So I got to the point. But when I asked, she cried. I dunno why. I put my chair back and I went outta class. Ichi and Ayu saw me crying... Of course I'm crying, how can I angry with someone who cried?? I told Ichi the truth but Ms.Dar saw us so we moved to class. In the class, the boys saw me crying and also Amel, Ila and Novi. They calm me down and let me tell them what happened. Sometimes the boys cheer me up with acting like "Panji Si Petualang" :') thanks a lot for all of ya. So there was no solution.

Then on 6 : 36 PM 'she'(Rida) text me like this :

Els, I'm sorry for the mistakes, and also for the misunderstanding, really sorry, sorry, sorry. . .

I replied on 6 : 53 PM

Hm, basically I want a friendship but I want oth of us to be honest so there won't be any misunderstanding anymore, if there's something that you don't like from me just talk to me, I'm feeling better with that

I'm sorry too Rid

And she replied me on 6 : 44 PM

I'm just self-conscious El, when I read your blog, undirectly it says that you don't wanna be my friend

I replied on 6 : 45 PM

The one of my blog post last year??

She replied "yes"

Guess so, then I text this on 6 : 47  PM

It was last year, what happened is done

open a new page for the next, but I want a fair play, hahaha

She didn't replied but I hope we can fix our problem and the misundertandings :) just wish it to be come true

Our 10 Months

A legendary day for me is today. Yeah, it's our 10th months anniversary :) I'm happy because this is the most longlast-moment I'm in a date with a boy XD But the truth is today is full of tears and doesn't running out very well. Guess what?? I, 'him' and Liya was on 9D class. When Liya wents out and left us in the classroom, 'his' mother picked him up with an awkward face. TERRIBLE! you know why?? Because the truth is 'his' mother doesn't let her children go on a date -__-" *sighs* I can't concentrated on studying since 'he' went home with 'his' mother even tomorrow we'll still have a Try Out... I'm blaming myself after what happened... And also, 2 days again my little brother will have a tournament in Salatiga with his Soccer School pals. Because of it, I'll be absent from the class for a day. Guess I'll miss 'him'. I told 'him' about this case. When I asked 'him' to come to my class tomorrow, 'he' said 'no'. I was dissapoint until I cried. 'He' said that 'he' miss me. But what does 'he' try to do?? nothing right...?? So the words that tells me that 'he' missed me is a lie...?? :'( I want to trust 'him' but sometimes 'he' didn't show me the right way... I said that to 'him' and 'he' said that 'he' is afraid of 'his' mother. I'm trying to understand 'him' but at least I want an attention from 'him' for me before I go to Salatiga this Friday...

Tiring Trip

It's holiday! This holiday I and my family are having holiday in Jakarta. We went to Jakarta yesterday by our car, Panther. We started to go at 6 AM from Semarang. And here's the story ;)

We saw this McD truck when we were on our way to Jakarta :D

We haven't eat for breakfast yet, so we stop by Pringsewu in Tegal for having breakfast.

My little brother while playing xD he tried the toys one by one

On waiting :)

Q : What do you see from the picture above? ;)

Then we started to move again, anyway the weather is cloudy ;)

Bad news, our car's engine won't start and we stucked in Cirebon for about 30 minutes

Strangely, the weather before is cloudy and hot. But a few moments later, the rain fell down.

And also, when we were on Cikampek, we can't see the road because of the heavy rain >.<"

After rain :) when we were about to the exit of Tol Cikampek

Toilet! lol xD

Uh-oh! our car's engine was moody again! So we stucked in Depok, nearby University of Indonesia

Luckily, there was a kind-hearted angkot driver, so he help us pull the car :)

Because of daddy's clumsyness, the rope went broken and we can't pull our car anymore --"

It's late already, I saw my watch and it shows it was already 8 PM. So mom decided to move our belongings to the angkot. So clumsy but extraordinary! xD Then our car was put on the angkot driver's workshop :)

We were helped by the angkot driver's friend, Mr.Arif to drive the angkot to our home :)

Finally, we arrived at home by angkot at 8:55 PM. And we start to clean our messy house.

The things that we got in our refrigerator

The cleaning time over at 10 PM. And daddy asked our house guardian to buy some seafood. Daddy fell asleep. While I, Rio and my mom were eating our seafood xD

Daddy's Failure

I don't think dad is the right person a our-nanny-for-a-while until mom gets well. Guess what?? He can't ironing! -_- gosh. And also, hes not a patient person just like my mom. Furthermore, on 16th he'll celebrate his born day. But I think he's not ready yet for his elder age. I think elder age is grow up in mentally and physically.

Errp!

I'm pissed off! My test results are so baaaaaaad! DX I don't know what makes my scores down :( I think I should change my study strategy and increase my study time at home... Oh Gosh, what's happening to me??! DX Arrgh!

Pray for 'him'

It was just as fast as a thunder come, it was just like a lightning crush my feeling...

'he' is sick, and the bad news is 'his' right arm is cracked :( now he spend some night at hospital

I really hope 'he' can recover slowly but surely and I could see his happy smile again... #AMEN

Long Road

A long road that I walk
Seems will not take me to an end…

By the night I walk, the day I past
It’s an unpredictable life
Why is everything so confusing?

An ending looks so close but when we come closer it turns far
Daisy in the snow
The cold weather tries to fail someone
I’m looking for day…
My soul roars inside me
Entrusted heart in me starts to lie
Won’t somebody come?
Fairy tales and dreams are world of empty things

Story of my life feels so cold without you
Listen to those screams
Crushing heart melodies
Tears of clouds always makes me wet
Mad clown staring at me with sharp eyes
Wild sharp fangs try to attack me
Sword breaks the red rose
The white world turns cruel and dark world

Hoping for the light comes
Make me wants to rip my life story book
I’m still walking in this long road
The life road that I walk seems will not take me to an end that I looking for…

Someone That Hurts 'Him'

Listen guys, if you are falling in love with someone and he/she give a good respond to it, you are happy right??
But imagine that someone who give the respond did that for no reason!
It happened to 'him'...
When we were 7th grader students 'he' actually fell in love with (let's disguise her name) Liar
'He' loved Liar and it seemed that Liar loved 'him' too
On Liar's birthday, 'he' gave Liar a present
But the most cruel think is Liar throw the present to the trash and 'he' knew about it
'He' was broken heart because of Liar
Notes : Liar have so many fans, every boy that falling in love with him always get good responds from Liar until NOW
But today, Liar sent 'him' a message
She said that she is sorry about that problem
HELLO~?? ask for forgiveness just now?!
Where have you BEEN?!!
'He' told me about it this afternoon and he is confusing for what should he do next
I told 'him' to forgive Liar, at least there's a second chance for Liar to fix up with 'him'
'He' also told me to text Liar the words that he sent to me
I really did what 'he' told but no answers until 6 PM
But at 5 PM 'he' said that Liar text 'him' and said that she is afraid of my last text but actually, it wasn't my words, it's 'him'
At 7 PM, Liar sent me a message she pretended like she doesn't know anything
"what's the problem?" the text said
"someone is angry with you," I replied
"whom??" she answered
"just flashback your memories, you'll find it," I replied
"who is it??" she answered
"won't give you an answer," I replied
"be honest," she said
"won't tell you," I replied
Well, that's your own mistake
What the hell she is looking for?! Giving good responds to each person who falling in love with her but in the end crush their hearts!! WHAT A PITY!!
I don't like Liar even she is a friend of mine
So, anyone who read this post, BE HONEST TO YOUR HEART AND DON'T BE SOMEONE WHO ALWAYS GIVE A PERSON THAT FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU AN EMPTY HOPE!!

Life And Love

Sunny Day
Windy Wind
Cloudy Sky
Love Is Here

At the first time, I said that falling in love is sweet
I say so because the one that I love also have same feelings with me
That's what I thought
But that time...
It ended when he said that he don't want to nearby me again

Wind Stops Its Blow
Light Turns Dark
Sweets Becomes Treats
Wings Are Broken

I tried to wipe my tears and let my sad feelings gone
Then I met that guy
A senior in my new school made me loose my sad feelings
But just for a while...
It ended when he thought that I have a crush with my best friend, and he also did the same thing; fell in love with someone else

No Shiny Days
The Wind Breeze That I Couldn't Feel
Dropping Tears
Sweet In The Tongue Turns Bitter

I thought the world is really cruel to me
I thought I wouldn't find someone to be mine
I thought wherever I go I'll not find someone
I thought the end of my Love Story becomes nearer and nearer
When I thinks so 'he' came to my life

The Rain Stops
Rainbow Colors In The Sky
Shiny Sun Appears
Wind Blows Again

'He' makes me smile, laugh and remembers me what love feels like is
And I really hope this story doesn't ended up like before...

Dear Dumb-Dork-and-Dick Dude

This is the second post of the month but I will write something that happened to me that TOTALLY makes me angry
As we all know, after the Study Tour to Jakarta-Bogor-Bandung ended we have to make a report about this
I ALREADY SAID THIS to all of my group members before we go for Study Tour “I can’t write an article about this because I have no time (training for scout competition, Students Organization jobs, home ordinary responsibility, a bunch of home works, many test and examinations, Sister School to Singapore and Malaysia) to write it. So if you told me to make it, I won’t make it because it’ll only stuck all of us with bad score for the report, so I’ll do the taking photos job,”
All of them were agreed
So when we were there, I took many photos, for about 200 photos
Then several days before today, (call him) ‘Dumb’ or ‘Dork’ or ‘Dick’ it’s up to you, Dumb told this to me “hey, where’s your article about the restaurant when we were on the travel to Jakarta??”
WHAT THE HECK?!!
I : “hello~?? I already told all of the group members that I can’t!!”
Dork : “but the article is haven’t completed yet! Because of YOU didn’t give us the article!”
I : “hey~, this is not my job and out of my responsibility! I already told you in the beginning!”
Dumb : “I haven’t heard about it yet!”
Then I start to think, okay this dude is REALLY AMUSING!!!
If the article is my responsibility, I’ll do it! But if not I won’t!!
We had a great debate about it, and until now I won’t make myself looks like the one who make a very big mistake!
Ani saw me and Dork having a great debate and she told Dumb that I’m the person who doesn’t make a mistake here
I was REALLY grateful!!
HAH!! Eat that DORK!!
Before this problem, I gave him the copy of photos that I took when we were having Study Tour
I thought that he’ll keep it carefully and won’t make troubles with that
But I was TOTALLY WRONG
He is a DUMB!! Guess what?!
He uploaded all the photos to Facebook!!!
Hey DICK!!! Are you a fool?! Other groups will save all of the photos less than 30 minutes instantly but I took the photos more than 3 days!!
Think about my sacrifices, your behaviors, your mistakes, your selfish emotion but the most important is YOUR DUMBNESS!!
I told him to delete the photo album from his Facebook account in 24 hours but he didn’t!!!
ARRRGGGGHH!!!! This dude is a trouble maker!!
He said “how do we can delete this album from my Facebook account??”
OH GOD!!
He is TOTALLY DUMB, DORK and DICK!!!
If I have to be honest, next time I won’t join a group with him inside it!!
It’ll KILL MYSELF!!
And don’t be worry if he read this post, he DON’T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH without Google Translator
Until now, I haven’t talk to him yet, he’s the one who made a fatal mistake and I won’t make friends again until he beg for it
And now, I’m waiting for his gentle act, oh yeah and I also think that he is a bitch
Because until now, he doesn’t want to talk to me or even tell me that he’s sorry
If he is a gentleman, he’ll talk to me at least a word!
That’s the point, he’s DORK, DUMB, DICK!!
And I HATE him so much!word!
That’s the point, he’s DORK, DUMB, DICK!!
And I HATE him so much!

Making Friends Is Not Easy

I think making friends is not easy
It’s the truth if I’m the Students Council President
But it doesn’t makes me have many friends just like in Manga and movies
The fact is they’re scared to me
I don’t know the reason why, and I also can’t figure it out
I realized it when (call her) Rien told me to do something, she said that I have ‘power’ to do it
Even also when (call him) Ragra said “I’ll annoy you…no, wait…I’m scared,”
But he didn’t say why he said that
Now, I’m feeling so lonely
Because, no one standing beside me until now…
Well, maybe Lina is but Lisa and Angel always nearby her
I won’t let anyone upset just because of myself
I think that Lisa and Angel would more need Lina than me
Anyway if I make friends with someone else, that’s not a good idea
The fact is no one in my class would make a good friendship story with me
The reason why is; each of them already have their own group, I can’t stuck up with them who doesn’t care or even understand about Students Council or other Students Organizations in my school, and I can’t talk with them because I have different interests with them
Actually, Nia, Liya, Rian and Indri are nice
But sometimes I can’t talk with them because the discussion topic that they are talking about I something that I don’t want to talk about
Oh, and also there are two groups in eighth grader, let’s call it K for the boys and B for the girls
Well (maybe) I’m the B group’s president
K group’s total member is for about 30 boys
While B group’s only 5 including me
The members of group B is; I, Lina, Syira, Fuli and Gana
Maybe you’re wondering why I don’t make friends with them
Let’s check it out one by one
First, Syira
Honestly, she is care, nice, and a novel lover
But she already makes friends with someone else and she is a person that I can’t completely understand
Well yah, sometimes she talks kindly in front of us but we can’t know what she will say in the back of us
And…psst…I think the word she says is harsh and over-confidence…
Second, Fuli
She’s cute, funny and knows a lot about Japan
But she also makes friends in her class
Honestly, sometimes she talks really harsh and cruel
And that’s absolutely not my friend type
Third, Gana
She is pretty, funky and modest
But I think that’s the reason why I won’t make her as a best friend of mine
She is over-funky while I’m not, that wouldn’t make us match
Last, Lina
As I said in the beginning of this post
She is match to me but sometimes not
And also she already has many friends
Until now, I’m still confusing about this problem
Just a while, I thought that no friend will not stuck me up with them
But I realized it’s wrong
No friend is lonely…

Scout Incident Part 2

Yesterday, the last big race for us; the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members
I woke up at 5
I sat on my bed and in my mind I thought ‘will us win the competition today..??’
Many thoughts that got to my mind…
6 AM, we gathered on 21 JHS
As usual, Fuli late as always…
Everyone thought that we are ready
Before we have our journey to Sultan Agung SHS, I asked Utama what did he practiced for KIM (because I and Utama have responsibility for KIM material)
So I studied with him
He knows a lot, but he forgot to study about scanner (the KIM material is about IT)
When we arrived at Sultan Agung SHS, we saw our biggest enemy for the Scout Competition’s ---1 JHS--- base-camp
The competition started, all of us split based on our material competition
I and Utama had to go to Building E’s Hall
The KIM’s rule is 90 seconds for memorize and look at the picture while 5 minutes to answer, there are 20 pictures that we should to write down in a piece of paper
Well, in the end I got 19 stuffs that I remember and I’m sure 75% from all of it is correct
Then, I asked Utama about this
He also got 19 stuffs, but he’s faster than me when we do the task
Then I checked the pioneering, I stood on the top of Michelia’s pioneering but it doesn’t move AT ALL, amazing!!
I asked about the Morse, they said that they just got 1 mistake
While PU/PUK was succeeded
Nia had job to do this PU/PUK, after she finished it I said to her ‘I don’t know why, but I have a very bad feeling…’ she can’t give any comment about that
And Sandi, just 1 confusing number
I was really optimistic about this, but somehow, I even don’t know where it comes from… I felt that something’s not right here… even I said this bad feeling to Nia
But I have to stay focus for PBB
It’s a little bit not succeeded, but when I have mistake that I did, the judge didn’t saw me because they were writing the score
So PBB was completely saved because of weird judges
Yel-Yel competition, the moment that I waiting for
I scream and yell as strong as I can until I can’t stop my sweat for moments
Yel-yel competition was great and firing!
All of the race end at 2 PM
After that, my family took me somewhere else
So I didn’t saw the Competition Winner Announcement by my own
5 PM, I was waiting for the message that will appear in my mobile inbox
I asked Lina about the announcement but she said that it haven’t been announced yet
A quarter past 6, I sent Lina a message and asked about the announcement
She answered ‘we just got 3rd seat for PU/PUK’
WHAT?!! I DON’T BELIEVE IT!! I mean, HELLO!? We already give our best but why we still have bad news?!
We already do the best, the name of 21 JHS goes with us and we make it down, but why?! Why we didn’t win the competition?!
I thought at least we’ll have the 3rd seat but I guess I was wrong
Tarantula was better than us; they got 1st seat for Morse and 3rd seat for PU/PUK
I shocked and I can’t believe it so I called Lina
She said that it is true
Michelia was really shocked and disappoint
And I started to think that Mr.Pit said was RIGHT but we won’t listen to him
THAT’S OUR BIGGEST MISTAKE
I think yesterday was a total humiliation for us…
It becomes regret that we can’t erase
The seniors already heard about it, I realized that they are really disappoint to us
Anyway, the seventh grader Scout Chamber Members won the competition on SMK 17
Humiliation…
Competition, if we win it’ll make our pride higher but if we lose the competition will be the sword that would kill our pride especially for 21 JHS as a school with great scout reputation for years
Because of this, Rotun told us that her parents doesn’t agree anymore if she still be one of the eighth grader Scout Chamber so she won’t train 7th grader with us anymore
And Erma’s parents will not permit her to enter a RSBI SHS because she doesn’t win this competition

Scout Incident Part 1

Today is H-1 for the Scout Competition
Because the ninth grader students are having a Try Out this morning until 9 AM, so we have much time to prepare for the competition
Mr.Pit said that we have to arrive at 21 JHS on 7 AM
Our most biggest regret is this time
That time, all of the 7th grader Scout Chamber Members were already arrived
But the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members weren't there yet
Michelia only got 5 members while the Tarantula only got 7 members on 7 AM
In the beginning already thought that Mr.Pit will angry and very disappoint to us ---the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members---
Because of that the 7th grader had the practice earlier than the eighth grader
I was a little upset because we didn't have ANY efficient practice at all (from the beginning and until now)
Tarantula was better because they had a Pionering practice
Michelia had nothing but in the end we could had a PBB practice
After all of us done with our practice, Mr.Pit gathered us
He said it seriously, with no doubt
"The eighth grader, I won't permit you to have a competition tomorrow, all of the eighth grader will not have a competition tomorrow!"
All of us shocked
We tried to beg him
But he still don't let us to have the competition...
In my mind, I thought if Mr.Pit thinks that IT IS the best for us, the best for 21 JHS, why not?!
But the other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members said “no way that we could retreat from this competition! We already registered and we already trained our self until today! We can’t end up like this!!”
Phew, this is the part that I MOST hate
And I thought there’s no way Mr.Pit will say bullshit just to drop our mind or even test our toughness, that’s an INSANE move! He won’t play us just like we are dolls and he also thinks what will happen next
But I really regret the part that I can’t stop my friends when they still want to have this competition even if they have to die
They just keep blaming, mumbling and anything about that
The fact is they WERE blaming Mr.Pit because all of THESE
Maybe I’m silly, maybe I’m dummy, maybe I’m idiot, maybe I’m a fool, maybe I’m a dick, maybe I’m stinks but I THOUGHT ‘Mr.Pit always have reasons for each steps that he walks, and the reason why he retreat us is because we ARE NOT READY YET for this, if we’re not ready for this we’ll end up loose and make 21 JHS’s reputation down’ and if it also brings the good name of 21 JHS I as the Students Council President of 21 JHS won’t let 21 JHS’s reputation down for good!
The other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members still REALLY WANTS TO have this race
And they said that we’ll try harder and harder to get the trophy
They promised, and I really regret it, why I still give them trust??
If I know it will happen, I’ll not let them move further anymore
Then, Mr.Fatchu said that he’ll talk to Mr.Pit so things could have ending up clearly and fairly.
*Bell School Ringing
“All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members please gathers up at 9F class,”
All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members gathered up
Mr.Fatchu brought good news; he said that we’ll still have a competition tomorrow and Mr.Pit permitted us
All was settled and we have to do the best for tomorrow…

Students Council President

It's been about 4 months I officially became the new Students Council President
Honestly, be a Students Council President is a difficult job
Every word I say will be my responsibility
Each step that I try to do will have many difficulty
Every task that I received will involve the Students Council name
Each thing that I do will be the place where spotlight's light stops
Every responsibility that I have will be my pride but as well as a sword that could kill my pride
In the beginning, actually, I don’t believe someone like me could be ---and chosen as-- the Students Council President
But because about 367 from 576 students in 21 JHS chose me as the next Students Council President, I can’t let my ---even a half of 1 cm---foot step backward
Even if I try to go back, will I be someone who dares to do it with innocent face??
Senior Tama (remember?? The last Students Council President on 21 JHS), a person who be the most diligent and really cares about school’s organizations (anyway, I don’t really hope he read this one #lol)
A period when he be the Students Council President, he always do the correct purposes like always wearing black shoes when school time, put the top school uniform in the shorts, wearing complete attributes, be the Ceremony Leader properly, never absent from school ---as I know---, never wearing jacket ---even when he was sick--- and many examples that he done when he was the Students Council President
Yeah, I heard about that he was chosen by Mr.Pit (not the students) so he could be the Students Council President, but I must say he’s a really great Students Council President
After he doesn’t seat his throne anymore, he always look after us (amateurs, beginners, rookies, dicks, some kind of that) as a senior but also as the Students Council President former
He said that he will look after us so 21 JHS won’t stop its ‘light’
I think that’s a wise choice…
When he says that I thought in my tiny brain and slow brain-processor, will I be a better Students Council President or at least as good as him…??
I’m not really optimistic about this one
I never figure out what will I do next so I could be a better Students Council President
This few days, I can’t sleep really well for thinking of this problem…
My question is, will I could surpass senior Tama…??

Afraid to Fall In Love

There's someone that I always think about
But I'm not sure...
Well...
Err...??
Yea something like fall in love I guess
But I don't want to fall in love with someone now!!
I want to stay focus to my 'jobs'
And anyway I think 'HE' loves someone else
So, I decided to TRY not to love him
But how can I forget him?! He always appear in front of me when I forgetting him!!
AAAAAAHH!!
And the one he loves always nearby his side, they also appear in front of me together
Phew! A little make me jealous but I hate those guys!
HATE or WHAT???
I can't figure it out
But I really really hope I can forget those guys and back to normal
Because I HATE FALLING IN LOVE
And it will cause :
1. Make you not confident 100% when you show your act
2. Make you confuse
3. Make your mind tired
4. Always think about the guy that you love
And many other negative things will happen (especially to me)

Waiting for New Year

First of all, Happy New Year 2011 guys!
Be better than 2010!
I want to tell my experience when I was waiting for the Year Switch
On 31st December 2010, I and my family went to Taman Anggrek Mall
There, the most favorite place is its 'Sky Rink'
Sky Rink is a wide ice rink where kids even adults can play or practice Ice Skating
This is the first time of my life I try such a thing
I never try to play Inline Skate or Ice Skating but a few weeks ago I tried to play Skateboard (my brother taught that to me, lol)
When we want to enter the rink, a Chinese man who wearing a Bali jacket talk to my father
"Hey, how many person that would you like to pay??"
"2 kids," my dad answered
"Okay, would you like to have a charter with, I would pay for your kids and you give your money to me so we can get 50% discount for two persons"
Dad agreed
20 minutes later, I and my little bro enter the rink
I was so excited until I got nervous
My little brother enter the rink and he can skate quickly
But when I enter the rink, I ALMOST wanna slip!
So I caught the pole who stacking besides the rink
Since that I started to think this is TERRIBLE
A few minutes later I can skate slowly and ROUGHLY
I just like a disabled guy who skate on the rink and make the entire rink looks bad
On the rink, I saw many amateur which skate even worse than me
But there were a few people which can skate beautifully
Remember the Chinese guy?? HE can skate beautifully!!
Wow! Total Expert!
An hour past, the clock shows 8 PM
And I realized that we should get out from the rink at 9 PM
A little bit I want to try to skate I always fall hit the ice
And my butt ALWAYS hit the ice
That hurts a lot!!
Even sometimes my little brother laugh at me
And when he fall hit the ice, I laughed at him
But in the end, I also fall hit the ice...darn...