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'He' is such a moodbreaker ughh! Last day when I texted 'him' I thought he'd reply my text but he didn't. I texted 'him' cus I know he'll be on 'his' way back to Semarang yesterday. So I asked 'him' whether he'll start 'his' journey back to Semarang yesterday or not. I dunno at what time 'he' will get back then I texted 'him'. I was waiting and there was no any feedbacks. Then I tried to call 'him' but 'he' hang up the phone. I'm getting worried about what happened to 'him'. Still no feedbacks. At least if 'he' can't answer my call just reply my text would 'he'? Pfft. I know if his grandpa's house have no such thing as good mobile signal but at least gimme a respond puhlease? I'm gettting angry to 'him'.

Then my phone just vibrated, 'he' text me if 'he' was gonna back to Semarang and 'he' questioned me why am I angry to 'him'. FOR GOD'S SAKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME! Well, 'he' didn't realize why I got angry and that's really SUCKS. I'm angry and also dissappointed :( If 'he' can't realize about little things like this how can we become a good couple? Who treat each other well? Look, I'm not back-stabbing 'him' right now but I have no friend to talk now cus actually this is a ridiculous problem. A ridiculous problem that 'he' didn't notice. Hmff.. Now he sent me some LINE chat. I just read his chat, wondering if 'he' could notice my dissappointment. But I guess it'll take a long time for 'him' to notice this.

Okay I guess that's all for today's post. It feels a lil bit better when I typed about how do I feel right now. Oh yeah, catch me at Street Gallery this lunch time! I'll be there wif my Elementary School besties. Have a nice day!

Disaster?

Have I told you that Amel is sick? Well, let me tell you from the beginning. On Monday, when the Ethics class was runnning. She fell asleep besides Via. She was sitting next to Via. When the break time bell was ringing, Via tried to make Amel awake. But Amel's breath wasn't stable. Then, we layed her body on the chairs. Ms.Fuk tried to help. We also tried our best to help her. Ms.Fuk called Mr.Oky and asked him to bring Amel to the nearest hospital. Amel rushed to Banyumanik Hospital. And now, she's still in a hospital. But yesterday she decided to move up from Banyumanik Hospital to Telogorejo Hospital. As I know, her sickness is caused by her asthma. She can't breath normally without oxygen tube. Yesterday, we visited Amel on Telogorejo. The number of person who visited her was 18 from 22 :D Naufal, Fahmi and Ayu didn't come with us because Fahmi and Ayu got an additional class. But I dunno about Naufal. I, Novi, Via, Masyitha, Ichi and Ila went there by Via's car. Via's car was amazing. Guess what? A white Alphard --" On the first time, we decided to go there by angkot (a.k.a the orange Alphard, lol) but Via told us that she'll lend a car. I'm surprised when I realize that we'll go there by with an Alphard, lol XD

Anyway, the boys went to Telogorejo by Wibi's car. When they went to the motorcycle parking lane, they had a fight with Senior High students --" I guess the problem was just a miss-understanding. Unfortunately, Raka got some punch from the Senior High students. While Aufal wasn't hurt even he wasn't touched by them just a finger. Geez. I'll say, the boys weren't lucky last day. And as we know, Mr.Oky is kinda an Intel person. Yeah,  he knew about this case and he told the ninth grader this morning; not to look for a fight. One thing that he should know, last day was unpredictable for boys of 9C -_-"

Is this week is 9C's most unlucky week? *sighs

Solving Riddles

You know, I haven't get the photos from Novi so I just write this post without photos. Anw, there's a riddle. You know 'her' right? Well, 'he' told me that 'she' text him that 'she' still loves 'him'. I don't get it. But I told  about that to Amel and Amel told me to dirrectly cay want I wanna say to 'her'. So today I talked with 'her'. Honestly, I'm tired for having an enemy in my class so I want to fix the problem and start over. Just like press a "START" button and start from zero. I told 'her' my feelings. Well, but the respond wasn't the answer that I want. 'She' said "whatever" and so over. I'm kinda confused. So I got to the point. But when I asked, she cried. I dunno why. I put my chair back and I went outta class. Ichi and Ayu saw me crying... Of course I'm crying, how can I angry with someone who cried?? I told Ichi the truth but Ms.Dar saw us so we moved to class. In the class, the boys saw me crying and also Amel, Ila and Novi. They calm me down and let me tell them what happened. Sometimes the boys cheer me up with acting like "Panji Si Petualang" :') thanks a lot for all of ya. So there was no solution.

Then on 6 : 36 PM 'she'(Rida) text me like this :

Els, I'm sorry for the mistakes, and also for the misunderstanding, really sorry, sorry, sorry. . .

I replied on 6 : 53 PM

Hm, basically I want a friendship but I want oth of us to be honest so there won't be any misunderstanding anymore, if there's something that you don't like from me just talk to me, I'm feeling better with that

I'm sorry too Rid

And she replied me on 6 : 44 PM

I'm just self-conscious El, when I read your blog, undirectly it says that you don't wanna be my friend

I replied on 6 : 45 PM

The one of my blog post last year??

She replied "yes"

Guess so, then I text this on 6 : 47  PM

It was last year, what happened is done

open a new page for the next, but I want a fair play, hahaha

She didn't replied but I hope we can fix our problem and the misundertandings :) just wish it to be come true

Our 10 Months

A legendary day for me is today. Yeah, it's our 10th months anniversary :) I'm happy because this is the most longlast-moment I'm in a date with a boy XD But the truth is today is full of tears and doesn't running out very well. Guess what?? I, 'him' and Liya was on 9D class. When Liya wents out and left us in the classroom, 'his' mother picked him up with an awkward face. TERRIBLE! you know why?? Because the truth is 'his' mother doesn't let her children go on a date -__-" *sighs* I can't concentrated on studying since 'he' went home with 'his' mother even tomorrow we'll still have a Try Out... I'm blaming myself after what happened... And also, 2 days again my little brother will have a tournament in Salatiga with his Soccer School pals. Because of it, I'll be absent from the class for a day. Guess I'll miss 'him'. I told 'him' about this case. When I asked 'him' to come to my class tomorrow, 'he' said 'no'. I was dissapoint until I cried. 'He' said that 'he' miss me. But what does 'he' try to do?? nothing right...?? So the words that tells me that 'he' missed me is a lie...?? :'( I want to trust 'him' but sometimes 'he' didn't show me the right way... I said that to 'him' and 'he' said that 'he' is afraid of 'his' mother. I'm trying to understand 'him' but at least I want an attention from 'him' for me before I go to Salatiga this Friday...

Pray for 'him'

It was just as fast as a thunder come, it was just like a lightning crush my feeling...

'he' is sick, and the bad news is 'his' right arm is cracked :( now he spend some night at hospital

I really hope 'he' can recover slowly but surely and I could see his happy smile again... #AMEN

Life And Love

Sunny Day
Windy Wind
Cloudy Sky
Love Is Here

At the first time, I said that falling in love is sweet
I say so because the one that I love also have same feelings with me
That's what I thought
But that time...
It ended when he said that he don't want to nearby me again

Wind Stops Its Blow
Light Turns Dark
Sweets Becomes Treats
Wings Are Broken

I tried to wipe my tears and let my sad feelings gone
Then I met that guy
A senior in my new school made me loose my sad feelings
But just for a while...
It ended when he thought that I have a crush with my best friend, and he also did the same thing; fell in love with someone else

No Shiny Days
The Wind Breeze That I Couldn't Feel
Dropping Tears
Sweet In The Tongue Turns Bitter

I thought the world is really cruel to me
I thought I wouldn't find someone to be mine
I thought wherever I go I'll not find someone
I thought the end of my Love Story becomes nearer and nearer
When I thinks so 'he' came to my life

The Rain Stops
Rainbow Colors In The Sky
Shiny Sun Appears
Wind Blows Again

'He' makes me smile, laugh and remembers me what love feels like is
And I really hope this story doesn't ended up like before...

Making Friends Is Not Easy

I think making friends is not easy
It’s the truth if I’m the Students Council President
But it doesn’t makes me have many friends just like in Manga and movies
The fact is they’re scared to me
I don’t know the reason why, and I also can’t figure it out
I realized it when (call her) Rien told me to do something, she said that I have ‘power’ to do it
Even also when (call him) Ragra said “I’ll annoy you…no, wait…I’m scared,”
But he didn’t say why he said that
Now, I’m feeling so lonely
Because, no one standing beside me until now…
Well, maybe Lina is but Lisa and Angel always nearby her
I won’t let anyone upset just because of myself
I think that Lisa and Angel would more need Lina than me
Anyway if I make friends with someone else, that’s not a good idea
The fact is no one in my class would make a good friendship story with me
The reason why is; each of them already have their own group, I can’t stuck up with them who doesn’t care or even understand about Students Council or other Students Organizations in my school, and I can’t talk with them because I have different interests with them
Actually, Nia, Liya, Rian and Indri are nice
But sometimes I can’t talk with them because the discussion topic that they are talking about I something that I don’t want to talk about
Oh, and also there are two groups in eighth grader, let’s call it K for the boys and B for the girls
Well (maybe) I’m the B group’s president
K group’s total member is for about 30 boys
While B group’s only 5 including me
The members of group B is; I, Lina, Syira, Fuli and Gana
Maybe you’re wondering why I don’t make friends with them
Let’s check it out one by one
First, Syira
Honestly, she is care, nice, and a novel lover
But she already makes friends with someone else and she is a person that I can’t completely understand
Well yah, sometimes she talks kindly in front of us but we can’t know what she will say in the back of us
And…psst…I think the word she says is harsh and over-confidence…
Second, Fuli
She’s cute, funny and knows a lot about Japan
But she also makes friends in her class
Honestly, sometimes she talks really harsh and cruel
And that’s absolutely not my friend type
Third, Gana
She is pretty, funky and modest
But I think that’s the reason why I won’t make her as a best friend of mine
She is over-funky while I’m not, that wouldn’t make us match
Last, Lina
As I said in the beginning of this post
She is match to me but sometimes not
And also she already has many friends
Until now, I’m still confusing about this problem
Just a while, I thought that no friend will not stuck me up with them
But I realized it’s wrong
No friend is lonely…

Scout Incident Part 2

Yesterday, the last big race for us; the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members
I woke up at 5
I sat on my bed and in my mind I thought ‘will us win the competition today..??’
Many thoughts that got to my mind…
6 AM, we gathered on 21 JHS
As usual, Fuli late as always…
Everyone thought that we are ready
Before we have our journey to Sultan Agung SHS, I asked Utama what did he practiced for KIM (because I and Utama have responsibility for KIM material)
So I studied with him
He knows a lot, but he forgot to study about scanner (the KIM material is about IT)
When we arrived at Sultan Agung SHS, we saw our biggest enemy for the Scout Competition’s ---1 JHS--- base-camp
The competition started, all of us split based on our material competition
I and Utama had to go to Building E’s Hall
The KIM’s rule is 90 seconds for memorize and look at the picture while 5 minutes to answer, there are 20 pictures that we should to write down in a piece of paper
Well, in the end I got 19 stuffs that I remember and I’m sure 75% from all of it is correct
Then, I asked Utama about this
He also got 19 stuffs, but he’s faster than me when we do the task
Then I checked the pioneering, I stood on the top of Michelia’s pioneering but it doesn’t move AT ALL, amazing!!
I asked about the Morse, they said that they just got 1 mistake
While PU/PUK was succeeded
Nia had job to do this PU/PUK, after she finished it I said to her ‘I don’t know why, but I have a very bad feeling…’ she can’t give any comment about that
And Sandi, just 1 confusing number
I was really optimistic about this, but somehow, I even don’t know where it comes from… I felt that something’s not right here… even I said this bad feeling to Nia
But I have to stay focus for PBB
It’s a little bit not succeeded, but when I have mistake that I did, the judge didn’t saw me because they were writing the score
So PBB was completely saved because of weird judges
Yel-Yel competition, the moment that I waiting for
I scream and yell as strong as I can until I can’t stop my sweat for moments
Yel-yel competition was great and firing!
All of the race end at 2 PM
After that, my family took me somewhere else
So I didn’t saw the Competition Winner Announcement by my own
5 PM, I was waiting for the message that will appear in my mobile inbox
I asked Lina about the announcement but she said that it haven’t been announced yet
A quarter past 6, I sent Lina a message and asked about the announcement
She answered ‘we just got 3rd seat for PU/PUK’
WHAT?!! I DON’T BELIEVE IT!! I mean, HELLO!? We already give our best but why we still have bad news?!
We already do the best, the name of 21 JHS goes with us and we make it down, but why?! Why we didn’t win the competition?!
I thought at least we’ll have the 3rd seat but I guess I was wrong
Tarantula was better than us; they got 1st seat for Morse and 3rd seat for PU/PUK
I shocked and I can’t believe it so I called Lina
She said that it is true
Michelia was really shocked and disappoint
And I started to think that Mr.Pit said was RIGHT but we won’t listen to him
THAT’S OUR BIGGEST MISTAKE
I think yesterday was a total humiliation for us…
It becomes regret that we can’t erase
The seniors already heard about it, I realized that they are really disappoint to us
Anyway, the seventh grader Scout Chamber Members won the competition on SMK 17
Humiliation…
Competition, if we win it’ll make our pride higher but if we lose the competition will be the sword that would kill our pride especially for 21 JHS as a school with great scout reputation for years
Because of this, Rotun told us that her parents doesn’t agree anymore if she still be one of the eighth grader Scout Chamber so she won’t train 7th grader with us anymore
And Erma’s parents will not permit her to enter a RSBI SHS because she doesn’t win this competition

Scout Incident Part 1

Today is H-1 for the Scout Competition
Because the ninth grader students are having a Try Out this morning until 9 AM, so we have much time to prepare for the competition
Mr.Pit said that we have to arrive at 21 JHS on 7 AM
Our most biggest regret is this time
That time, all of the 7th grader Scout Chamber Members were already arrived
But the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members weren't there yet
Michelia only got 5 members while the Tarantula only got 7 members on 7 AM
In the beginning already thought that Mr.Pit will angry and very disappoint to us ---the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members---
Because of that the 7th grader had the practice earlier than the eighth grader
I was a little upset because we didn't have ANY efficient practice at all (from the beginning and until now)
Tarantula was better because they had a Pionering practice
Michelia had nothing but in the end we could had a PBB practice
After all of us done with our practice, Mr.Pit gathered us
He said it seriously, with no doubt
"The eighth grader, I won't permit you to have a competition tomorrow, all of the eighth grader will not have a competition tomorrow!"
All of us shocked
We tried to beg him
But he still don't let us to have the competition...
In my mind, I thought if Mr.Pit thinks that IT IS the best for us, the best for 21 JHS, why not?!
But the other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members said “no way that we could retreat from this competition! We already registered and we already trained our self until today! We can’t end up like this!!”
Phew, this is the part that I MOST hate
And I thought there’s no way Mr.Pit will say bullshit just to drop our mind or even test our toughness, that’s an INSANE move! He won’t play us just like we are dolls and he also thinks what will happen next
But I really regret the part that I can’t stop my friends when they still want to have this competition even if they have to die
They just keep blaming, mumbling and anything about that
The fact is they WERE blaming Mr.Pit because all of THESE
Maybe I’m silly, maybe I’m dummy, maybe I’m idiot, maybe I’m a fool, maybe I’m a dick, maybe I’m stinks but I THOUGHT ‘Mr.Pit always have reasons for each steps that he walks, and the reason why he retreat us is because we ARE NOT READY YET for this, if we’re not ready for this we’ll end up loose and make 21 JHS’s reputation down’ and if it also brings the good name of 21 JHS I as the Students Council President of 21 JHS won’t let 21 JHS’s reputation down for good!
The other eighth grader Scout Chamber Members still REALLY WANTS TO have this race
And they said that we’ll try harder and harder to get the trophy
They promised, and I really regret it, why I still give them trust??
If I know it will happen, I’ll not let them move further anymore
Then, Mr.Fatchu said that he’ll talk to Mr.Pit so things could have ending up clearly and fairly.
*Bell School Ringing
“All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members please gathers up at 9F class,”
All of the eighth grader Scout Chamber Members gathered up
Mr.Fatchu brought good news; he said that we’ll still have a competition tomorrow and Mr.Pit permitted us
All was settled and we have to do the best for tomorrow…

Students Council President

It's been about 4 months I officially became the new Students Council President
Honestly, be a Students Council President is a difficult job
Every word I say will be my responsibility
Each step that I try to do will have many difficulty
Every task that I received will involve the Students Council name
Each thing that I do will be the place where spotlight's light stops
Every responsibility that I have will be my pride but as well as a sword that could kill my pride
In the beginning, actually, I don’t believe someone like me could be ---and chosen as-- the Students Council President
But because about 367 from 576 students in 21 JHS chose me as the next Students Council President, I can’t let my ---even a half of 1 cm---foot step backward
Even if I try to go back, will I be someone who dares to do it with innocent face??
Senior Tama (remember?? The last Students Council President on 21 JHS), a person who be the most diligent and really cares about school’s organizations (anyway, I don’t really hope he read this one #lol)
A period when he be the Students Council President, he always do the correct purposes like always wearing black shoes when school time, put the top school uniform in the shorts, wearing complete attributes, be the Ceremony Leader properly, never absent from school ---as I know---, never wearing jacket ---even when he was sick--- and many examples that he done when he was the Students Council President
Yeah, I heard about that he was chosen by Mr.Pit (not the students) so he could be the Students Council President, but I must say he’s a really great Students Council President
After he doesn’t seat his throne anymore, he always look after us (amateurs, beginners, rookies, dicks, some kind of that) as a senior but also as the Students Council President former
He said that he will look after us so 21 JHS won’t stop its ‘light’
I think that’s a wise choice…
When he says that I thought in my tiny brain and slow brain-processor, will I be a better Students Council President or at least as good as him…??
I’m not really optimistic about this one
I never figure out what will I do next so I could be a better Students Council President
This few days, I can’t sleep really well for thinking of this problem…
My question is, will I could surpass senior Tama…??

The Green Hornet

Guys, guess what??
I got two days ‘retirement’
On Monday, I and Mom and my little brother went to hospital
I got sore-throat and a fever
Then the doctor said that I have to have a rest for two days
Gosh! In the beginning I tried to refuse it but my mom said “that’s great because I also want to have a rest, in this few days I’m so tired,”
So I can’t refuse it…
The reason I want to refuse it because the last Scout Competition is less than a week!
In the end I don’t have practice or preparation for it for two days
Okay, so today (9/2/2011) is the last day of my ‘retirement’
Today, I went to many places
In the morning, I went to Bank, Post Office, Photo Studio (for the Scout Competition registration), McDonalds, my little brother’s Elementary School, and…
O yeah, bad news, my grandfather checked-in to the hospital (again) because of his heart again…
I feel so sorry about that, my mom heard about the news by phone and after mom end the call her nose turned red and she started to cry…
Then this afternoon, I and my mom picked my little brother earlier
After we pick my little brother we went to the hospital
My grandfather got a room, and the room number is 307
The clock showed 4 PM
Actually, mom promised that we’ll watch The Green Hornet together this week
So (ssh! Don’t tell anyone okay! Especially my family!), after we went to hospital we went to PARAGON to watch The Green Hornet
I guess mom want to watch it today because she needs a refreshing thing because lately she is totally frustrated…
We got Studio 3 and A 7-9 seat
The film is REALLY INTERESTING!
It tells about a son (Reid Britt) of a head-chief of a newspaper company who loves to be trouble-maker in his school
Then he met his dad in his dad’s office then his dad asked him not to be a trouble-maker
His dad was very disappoint to him then he grabbed Reid’s ‘Superman’ toy then he broke the toy with put its head off from its body
20 years later, Reid loves to party and make such his life gone crazy
His dad warned his son for the things that he done, but the son won’t listen to his dad
Next morning, when Reid enter his family’s mansion, the reporters, journalists, cameramen, was in front of the mansion
They asked Reid what is his reaction about his father’s dead
Reid didn’t know a thing about his dad’s dead
His dead actually dead because of a sting of a bee
He knew about it when he saw the reporters asked him about it
And, when Reid’s father been buried there was a statue of Reid’s dad built nearby Reid’s dad graveyard
Next morning, based on the tradition, Reid has to take-over his dad’s job
He doesn’t know anything about newspaper thing
Even he never read a newspaper from the beginning until the end of it
He was really frustrated
One morning, he found his morning coffee with different taste that he ever taste each morning
He angrily looking for the housekeeper and asked “why does my coffee taste’s feels different?!”
“Oh, sir, the coffee maker as well as a mechanic doesn’t work here anymore since your father’s dead,”
“Who is this guy?!” Reid asked
“It’s Kato sir,”
“I want Kato NOW!!” He answered angrily
Then when Kato arrived, Reid asked Kato why the coffee that Kato make feels tastier than the other coffees
The answer is Kato built a machine that has function to make a coffee
Kato is a genius!
He could make unique cars!
Those cars can blow fire, has handguns, bazooka, bombs and many things that you can’t imagine!
Reid seems very excited about Kato, and then he asked “where are you from??”
“I’m from Shang Hai, do you know Shang Hai??” Kato answered
“Oh yes, I love Japan!”#LOL!
Reid got some loony idea
He asked Kato to make their life crazier than ever; do crazy things in night with some outfit so no one could figure who is the guy behind the mask
Kato accepted Reid’s loony idea
Their first crime is put off Reid’s dad statue
When Reid put it off, he saw a bunch of criminal that surrounding a couple
The ‘bad boys’ hurt the couple so Reid jump off from the bushes and shout “hey! Leave them alone!!”
The criminals turned to Reid
Reid said “now I’m in trouble! Kato! Help!”
Kato is listening to the music in the car then heard Reid’s voice then he jump off from the car and help Reid with his karate jutsu
Kato is awesome!
Then Kato and Reid escaped, but Reid been captured by a CCTV Camera so in the next morning his picture be the first page in the newspaper
Reid was more excited for doing this job
In his office, he made Kato be his assistant
When there was a meeting about the last night’s crime, one of the meeting person said “should we give a name to this fella (Reid, actually)??”
“Ah! What about the ‘Green Bee’??” (he got this name from some pages of newspapers that he saw in front of him)
“No, I don’t like it,” many of the meeting persons said it
“What about the ‘Green Hornet’??” Kato asked
“Yea, much better!” most of them agreed for Kato’s answer
Every night, Kato and Reid always shows their acts (as criminals and heroes)
And Green Hornet becomes really famous but there’s someone who dislikes if the Green Hornet be famous…
Exciting right?! Just watch the Green Hornet!
An amazing movie that you can’t miss!

Last Month of 2010

Phew, it's December already
Gonna leave 2010 less than a month
And it means that dad's birthday will coming soon
I already bought what did I want to give him as his b'day present last week when I and my friends from 21 JHS and 111 JHS went to Jogja
Psst! I bought him a brown Dagadu T-Shirt, well I think it's unique and looks cool if my dad wear the shirt
'INDONESIAN DREAM BAND' a creative shirt that I bought for my beloved dad
Anyway, now aunty is studying on Vietnam
She contact me on Facebook and told me that she arrived at Vietnam and she asked what did I want for a souvenir from her
So I asked for a Vietnam key chain because I'm collecting for nation key chains
I already have a Singapore key chain that I got from my senior and a Bei Jing key chain that I got from my home stay buddy
Today, Lina and (call her) Ahyu back to Semarang
Last day they went to Jakarta for the students exchange
Anyway, the Scout Chamber won the competition
But there are some conflict with the Junior Scout Chamber members since the competition
And many terrible things happened since the competition
By the way about the Scout Chamber, I missed the training so much
When we'll have a competition we'll have a After School Training, but since the competition was over there are no training anymore so I missed the training so much
Oh, I almost forgot
Next Monday, my school will have a mid term semester test
I hope I can do this test properly so I can get good marks
Because last exam, I felt guilty to my mom and dad 'cause I got standard (or maybe lower than that) marks...
I really hope I can fix those scores this time
Next, Oh yeah, I already finished reading an English novel that aunty gave me last year
I finished it less than two days, actually I can finish it sooner since I got the novel
But I have no time for it (oh, really?? FAKE BUSINESS WOMAN! #lol)
The English novel named The Diary of a Wimpy Kid
It's about a life of a normal boy who experience many interesting things in his daily life
Aha! I remember!
There's an interesting thing that I want to write here
Last Saturday when the 111 JHS and 21 JHS students went for a hang out we went to 21 Cinema
Actually, this is not my idea
There, all of us were 20 kids and 3 parents (less than or more than)
A couple of minutes later, the other students of 111 JHS and 21 JHS came and we met there
The main plan is we gonna watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows together
But the ticket was sold out already, so they decided to watch Tanah Kusir Ghost
I have no interest for such a film that I think that's a dummy-and-scary film
All I got from watching horror films just the screams and it makes me less money and time
I'd rather to go to a toilet than watch a film like that
So I decided not to watch the film and state my reason to them
They said I'm no fun, but whatever they say
But when I, (call her) Artha and Angel (they come with me because they also didn't want to watch the film, Angel was afraid and Artha have no interest for such a film like that) want to leave the cinema, I met my last former and his girlfriend
Then when I, Artha and Angel was eating at the food court, we met (call him) Sekti and his family
And I heard someone told that she saw the English teacher at the mall
And I started wondering 'actually, this place is 21 Cinema or 21 JHS?? the students, students exchange, teachers, alumni are here' #lol
Oh! Another interesting story!
It’s about one of the 111 JHS student, (call her) Gina
The second term from 111 JHS arrived at 21 JHS on 2 AM
When they arrived, they were so tired
Some of them went fell asleep, but some of them were walking around the school
One of them was Gina
Gina is a Chinese
Then she told me ‘when I was walking around there’s someone that peeked me’
I asked ‘what do you mean someone??’
‘Well, umm…the second floor class which have a yellow curtain??’ *pointing at my class
‘Hey, that’s my class!’ I answered
‘Yeah, a girl in that class was peeking at me when I have a walk’ she answered
Gee! A ghost in my class…
Well yah I heard rumors that in each class of 21 JHS is haunted
Especially the former Students Organization Room and 8G
And one of my friend that can see ghosts (call him) Fani, told my senior when he was playing hide-and-seek with no one
My senior asked ‘What’re u playing??’
‘I’m playing hide-and-seek’ he answered
‘With who??’
‘With him’ *pointing for nothing
I guess he was playing with his ghost friend
Because his mother told me that he have a ‘friend’ in his house
And that friend is a leak
Interesting right?? (perhaps, a little scary)
Guess what?? I’m waiting for the end of the month
Waiting for Xmas?? Nope
Waiting for New Year?? Nah
I’m waiting for HOLIDAY!
I love Holiday so much
Honestly, if there’s a long holiday, many home-works that the teachers gave to us
But the most important is NO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING! #lol
No heavy bags, no wasting money, go travelling, eating all day, reading comics, watching movies until midnight, less reading, relaxing my body, sleeping for a day, meet my dad, and many more~!
I hope this holiday can be more interesting than last year!
Last year was great, I hope this year can be better than last year
And all I have to do is get good marks on my mid term test
Phew, there are so many interesting experiences!

Missing Tape

The Scout Competition will be held for about 5 days away
Last Monday, the eighth grader Scout Chamber members had a dancing practice
The operator of the music was (call him Saso) Saso
The music was from Lina's laptop
There are two songs, one for the girls and one for the boys
And last day, Mr.(call him)Pit bought the boys music tape
Then he gave the tape to the boys yesterday
When we were having a practice, even one of us didn't realized that the tape went gone
In the afternoon, we were about starting the practice the Mr.Pit asked where's the tape
One of us, even one of twenty can't answer Mr.Pit's question
Mr.Pit went upset and he told us that he wont train us until we can find the tape
We were looking for the tape, but we had nothing
We know that we are disappointing him...
All of us hope that he can forgive us
Well, maybe he can but he wont give us any responsibility anymore...
In this two days, we almost doesn't have a practice meanwhile the competition is near...
Until now, the tape is missing and we can't find it yet

Love, Care, Or..??

Hey...
I think something's different...
Well...there's a boy...
A boy that I can't stop thinking about...
He's a best friend of mine, a glace boy with good behaviors
Every night when I want to go asleep he always be in my mind...
That's THE MOST TERRIBLE PART!!
I hate to be fall in love with someone!!
I can't stop thinking about him, I can't think freely and normally, and the most bad of all is I CAN'T BE MYSELF when I'm in front of someone that I love!!
Arrr...!!
Fall in love is SUCKS!
Love, comes suddenly without permissions but lost tragically
I want to forget about him but when I try it he always appear in front of me! directly or not directly!!
What should I do?! (>.<)
This is terrible and horrible!!
Oh God, please! Make me forget about him!

Fiona’s New Year Celebration

19th century, in the middle of London, a huge manor house was built. Nobles lived in a huge manor house with many maids and butlers. One of the noble was Cartridge family. Cartridge was very popular because of the toys and candies that the Cartridge created. The Cartridge householder was Fordo Cartridge, and his wife was Avella Cartridge and they only child was Fiona Cartridge. Fiona was only 8. On December 31st, Fiona was lonely. In the manor house, there were just the chefs, butlers and the maids and her. Queen Elizabeth invited her parents to a New Year Celebration. In the huge manor house she was walking up and down the stairs with a rabbit doll she got on her hand. The butlers, the maids and the chefs were worried, looking at the Little Lady walking up and down the stairs. Then, one of the butler asked Fiona. “What are you doing Little Lady?” the butler asked “Don’t you see? I’m waiting for my parents!” she answered “Oh, yes. But, Little Lady, Great Master and Mistress will arrived at home on 1 AM tomorrow,” “is that mean that I can’t celebrate New Year without my parents?” Little Fiona asked “we-well, uh…” the butler didn’t say a thing. Fiona disappointed and she went to her room. On her bedroom, she wondered what’ll she do next while she was waiting her parents arrive at home. The clock showed 11 PM and Fiona fell asleep. One of the maid knocked Fiona’s bedroom door. And the maid said “wake up Little Lady,” “nggh…what time is it now?” Fiona asked “It is 11 PM Little Lady, may I invite my Little Lady to the Dining Room?” “Oh, sure…What is it?” “Little Lady will know what will happen soon!” the maid answered. When they entered the Dining Room, Fiona shocked. She saw a made of chocolate Big Ben replica and a princess replica besides it. “WELCOME, LITTLE LADY!” the maids, butlers and the chefs said nicely. “Will Little Lady join our New Year Party?” one of the maid asked, then Fiona answered with a wide smile “yes! I would love to!” Then Fiona celebrated the New Year Party with the butlers, maids and chefs. Fiona realized that no matter who stands besides her she’ll be happy if someone besides her is someone who loves Fiona. That night, Fiona was the happiest person in the manor house. She requested one of the butler join her with the waltz dance in the ball room. Then…DING DANG DING DANG, the clock was ringing and showing midnight. “HAPPY NEW YEAR!!” Fiona shouted happily. “Yes! Happy New Year Little Lady,” the butlers, maids and chefs said. “Thank you for all of you for accompanying me this night! Once more, thank you!” Fiona said with her innocent smile. “It is an honor, Little Lady,” the chefs, butlers and maids said. Then Fiona decided to go back to her room and have a sleep. When she closed the bedroom’s door, she walked to her bed and she wondered will she have a spectacular New Year Party next year again.

Breaking Down the Friendship

I already tell that I and Lina have a problem
The problem is she thought that I don't wanna be her friend
I want to, but she never want to play again with me
She loves to play with (call him) Adhara
Well, Adhara is friendly but he's a weird guy, he loves to play with girls (not like ordinary guys) and he can sing beautifully like a girl
Now, I'm writing this post (while I eat my noodles, drink a cup of Good Day and eat some chips) in the class while Lina is going somewhere I don't know and with who
But I guess she's go for a walk with (call her) Gan
Gan is a friend of mine, she is also a Chamber Scout member
When Gan come to my class Lina always go with Gan and leave me without say a thing
I can't tell Lina or Gan if it hurts a lot
I don't what should I now
And also, today there's a PE lesson
The Subject is Volley Ball
The teacher told us to make a group of 2 to practice Volley Ball
I didn't got the ball, and Lina got one but Liya have none
Then Lina saw me and she gave her ball and I practice Volley Ball with Liya
While Lina practice it with (call her) Indri
Hmm...I don't what should I do know *sigh

Are We Friends?

Hey guyzZ
This is the first post on the month
I can't go online anymore in my house because the internet provider had been cut already by my mom
Now, I'm writing this post in the School's Computer Laboratory
I want to talk about something
Something that I have been thinking for this day
I'm thinking "is Lina a true friend of mine??"
She's a best friend I think
But last night I sent her a message and she didn't answer my text
And also for a few weeks ago I asked her about the Math Homework via message
And she didn't answered too
The next day at school she didn't talked about that
Like she never get the text from me
And I'm thinking if I be friends with Lina, will (a friend of Lina) Angel angry at me??
I can't let that happened--but I guess I already did that...
Well, the truth is Lina is a good friend but sometimes (or maybe several time) her typical is 'Less Act Talk More'
That the opposite of my typical
I don't really like to talk, I would like do something else than talking about something that requires a lot of energies--and it also wasting my time
Well yah, she's older than me but she doesn't know a lot
I thought she's older than me so I can sharing some thing new and interesting with her, but I guess I'm miss calculated
I'm not negative thinking about her, but there are no positive effects--there are, but not much--that effected me
Also, when the Scout she can't teach Morse correctly, but she pretended that she know Morse correctly, that was a lie!
So guyzZ, what should I do next??
*and please don't tell Lina about this problem! >.<

Jerk Juniors

Today, Chamber Scout members will train the 7th grader when the Scout Time(freshmen, well yahh)
When the Scout Time, Lina said that everyone must bring ballpoint anywhere
One of the 7th grader said "the one who doesn't carry a ballpoint are 26 JHS student, how about you sis, do you bring a ballpoint?" in my heart "hahahhahah!! so you are teasing me, huh?! great one, eh! right on the spot!" so I said "I left it, so what?!"
She keep quite and I walked away and told it to my friends
Another misery, someone who wanna be the squad leader for boys had to made a line
One of them said to me "sis, you may not wear a shirt behind ur uniform," in my heart "who the heck are ya?! HELLOO~!! I'm the senior here! u entered the 21 JHS not more in 3 weeks!!!! an you're so arrogant!!! My Gosh!!! Terrible!!" so I said "what did u say?!" "ee...eerrr...nothing ma'am!" "arrh..." "mameeen!" "huh?!" "the senior is so *sengak*" "what the hell!!"
One more, the 7th grader must be quite and calm when Mrs. Anti was talking, so I said "sssh!" to the 7th grader, the 7th grader repeated my word!!! arrgghh!! I can't believe this!! 21 JHS will broken!!
ARRH!! THE SUMMARY IS I HATE THE SEVENTH GRADER!! THEY'RE SO NASTY, MAD, IMPOLITE, CRAZY, IDIOTS, AND MANYMORE!!! HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE! HATE!
Crazy Mode : ON!!!

Precious Persons

Until now, 3 persons gone from my side...
They are :
1) Sana (the cutest friend that I ever got)
She went to Malang coz of her father's work
The last time I met her when we were received the report of 2nd semester when we were 7th grader
She sent me a message when she went to move to Malang
"Hi guys, thanx for all of u gave me when we were together, I'm so happy to met all of you, don't forget me, 'kay??" I cried when I read the message... she's one of million for me...
2) Mr.Hara (the first guitar teacher for me)
When I practice guitar at Purwacaraka, he got a message from Ahmad Dhani Music School on Jogja, the message told him to became a member of the Music School. A week later, he said that he should stop for teaching me and his students in Purwacaraka, I'm so sad...
3) Miyake-sensei (the first Japanese who came to my school and became a Japanese language teacher)
The first day school ceremony, he said that he will go back to Nagoya, Japan. For the third time, I'm so sad to hear it... He went back to Nagoya, Japan 0n Friday, 16th July 2010. When he went to the airport from 21 JHS, we were having a Chamber Scout meeting so I saw him. And I gave him a Wayang pencil and Prambanan key-chain for him. I asked him for his e-mail and he gave t, and then he said 'sayounara! arigatou! terima kasih!'..........
All of them, are the Precious Persons for me, they teach me Precious Life Lesson...
Thank you for all of them and all of you will be always in my mind...

Crazy Camp!

After the Super Exhausting Exams (S.E.E.) were done, my school always held a yearly program for seventh grader
The program is scout camping!
This year, my school will held the camping on 13 June 2010 until 15 June 2010
The seventh grader will have a camping beside the Prambanan Temple on Jogja
The same place as the last year's camping
And I heard about the place from my seniors
The worst is, the area of Prambanan is haunted!
Last year, when my seniors were having a camping on Prambanan, they captured an appearance!
So scary isn't it?!
Then, the camping was started
13th June - for about 7.30 AM
My school with 4 buses and 2 trucks started the long trip to Prambanan
And anyway, I became a leader of my scout group
My scout group name is 'Jasmine'
It needs for about 4 hours to get to Prambanan
Anyway, the policemen with a police car helped us to get there faster (isn't that great!!? *lol)
After we arrived there, we have to picked down our stuffs at the trucks
After that, we made our tent
From the start, I guess it will be a nice camping
But it was changed when the scout leader were gathered
Anto was there!! On the meeting!! Arrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
As I know, he's not a leader or even a vice leader of his group!!
What the heck he's doing there?!! He ruin my best times!!
The meeting told us about to coordinate our own group to have a lunch
The lunch time feels so fun with my friends :)
Time was running very fast and when the 6 PM, the problem started
When the Traditional Culture Lecture was started, the stars disappeared, clouds were out, the winds blew and the drops were began
Traditional Culture Lecture been canceled because the unpredicted rain
The students were back to their own tent, the teachers said to pack our stuffs
"if it just a little rain, still at the tent, don't go anywhere. But if the rain is heavy, we have to held an evacuation," the teachers said from a microphone
After I packed my stuffs, I went out on an empty field with my best friend, Lina
We was sat on an empty field having a talk, but after 45 minutes passed, her friends also have a sit with us (this is the most time that I hate when I and my best friend have a serious talk each other)
I can't say that we were having a talk...
And I'm just bored that time, her friends brought a mobile that time, and their have some pictures but I didn't come with them (I'm so ugly and so shy when I have a picture on my own!)
When her friends went back to their tent, we saw one of our teacher sat on a straw carpet alone, we accompanied her that time
She said "the teachers were watching the World Cup, but I'm no interested in it,"
As I remember, the main tent opened a white large sheet and then they watch it together with the boys
And we having a talk with our teacher
A few minutes later, we heard that my friends were having a walk with my teacher
That's fun! If I want, I want to go with them!
But they already arrived at the camp...
But the teacher said okay if we wanna go with him, so we came with him!
When we were walking on a dark place, the teacher said
Teacher : "one of your friend, (call her Anze) Anze. She saw a shadow appeared and banished when she was waiting her friend taking a bath,"
I : "!!?" *scared
Lina : "what did you say?!"
Okay, this isn't funny anymore!!
11 PM, bedtime!
After I heard my teacher said, I can't fell asleep...
After all, my group members were scared because of the dark
They keep screaming on bedtime, even when the seniors came to our tent to say that we have to stay calm and go asleep
But they can't fell asleep so fast
After I said there's nothing to worry, they fell asleep
In front of my members I have to be thought
But, it happened again at 2 AM, they screamed again
Cause of the mosquitos were on beside my ears and I heard them yelling, I woke up...
I asked what happened, they said they saw something
They saw a big black guy beside a car with a black shirt looking at our tent
But I didn't saw him or even anything but just a car
Then the boys, (call him Arto and Hanes) Arto and Hanes came to our tent
Hanes : "what is it?!"
I : "my friends saw a big black guy with black shirt beside that car,"
Hanes : "where?? where?? i don't saw anything, it is just a car!"
(call her Ria) Ria : "there! beside the car, nearby the tree!!"
Hanes : "whaaaatt?!! I don't saw a thing but just a car!! if you don't believe it, I and Arto will go there!!"
Arto : "okay , boss!!"
I : "wait! I come with you!"
Anze : "okay, I'll go to,"
After we arrived there
Hanes : "see! it's just a tree's shadow and a car!!"
We believe it but my members can't stop thinking about it
Before I back to my tent, Hanes told me that he was possessed
He said "when I have a walk with Arto, Arto and I saw a statue move down and up and then disappeared, after that when I came back to my tent I screamed and yelled, if you don't believe it, ask Arto!" Arto said that that was true...
So scary..
When I back to my tent, my friend (call her Sifa) Sifa said "hey, Hanes, I saw you through our tent at 1 PM,"
Hanes said "what?!! really?!! I was asleep that time!! I swear!!"
Things getting badder and badder...